Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
And setting off at the double, preceded by his eyeglass which fluttered
in every direction, he made straight for the slow and stately Captain
whose horse had just been brought round and who, before preparing to
mount, was giving orders with a studied nobility of gesture as in some
historical painting, and as though he were setting forth to take part in
some battle of the First Empire, whereas he was simply going to ride
home, to the house which he had taken for the period of his service at
Doncières, and which stood in a Square that was named, as though in an
ironical anticipation of the arrival of this Napoleonid, Place de la
République. I started to climb the staircase, nearly slipping on each of
its nail-studded steps, catching glimpses of barrack-rooms, their bare
walls edged with a double line of beds and kits. I was shewn
Saint-Loup’s room. I stood for a moment outside its closed door, for I
could hear some one stirring; he moved something, let fall something
else; I felt that the room was not empty, that there must be somebody
there. But it was only the freshly lighted fire beginning to burn. It
could not keep quiet, it kept shifting its faggots about, and very
clumsily. I entered the room; it let one roll into the fender and set
another smoking. And even when it was not moving, like an ill-bred
person it made noises all the time, which, from the moment I saw the
flames rising, revealed themselves to me as noises made by a fire,
although if I had been on the other side of a wall I should have thought
that they came from some one who was blowing his nose and walking about.
I sat down in the room and waited. Liberty hangings and old German
stuffs of the eighteenth century managed to rid it of the smell that was
exhaled by the rest of the building, a coarse, insipid, mouldy smell
like that of stale toast. It was here, in this charming room, that I
could have dined and slept with a calm and happy mind. Saint-Loup seemed
almost to be present by reason of the text-books which littered his
table, between his photographs, among which I could make out my own and
that of the Duchesse de Guermantes, by the light of the fire which had
at length grown accustomed to the grate, and, like an animal crouching
in an ardent, noiseless, faithful watchfulness, let fall only now and
then a smouldering log which crumbled into sparks, or licked with a
tongue of flame the sides of the chimney. I heard the tick of
Saint-Loup’s watch, which could not be far away. This tick changed its
place every moment, for I could not see the watch; it seemed to come
from behind, from in front of me, from my right, from my left, sometimes
to die away as though at a great distance. Suddenly I caught sight of
the watch on the table. Then I heard the tick in a fixed place from
which it did not move again. That is to say, I thought I heard it at
this place; I did not hear it there; I saw it there, for sounds have no
position in space.
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