Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Or rather we associate them with movements, and in
that way they serve the purpose of warning us of those movements, of
appearing to make them necessary and natural. Certainly it happens
commonly enough that a sick man whose ears have been stopped with
cotton-wool ceases to hear the noise of a fire such as was crackling at
that moment in Saint-Loup’s fireplace, labouring at the formation of
brands and cinders, which it then lets fall into the fender, nor would
he hear the passage of the tramway-cars whose music took its flight, at
regular intervals, over the Grand’place of Doncières. Let the sick man
then read a book, and the pages will turn silently before him, as though
they were moved by the fingers of a god. The dull thunder of a bath
which is being filled becomes thin, faint and distant as the twittering
of birds in the sky. The withdrawal of sound, its dilution, take from it
all its power to hurt us; driven mad a moment ago by hammer-blows which
seemed to be shattering the ceiling above our head, it is with a quiet
delight that we now gather in their sound, light, caressing, distant,
like the murmur of leaves playing by the roadside with the passing
breeze. We play games of patience with cards which we do not hear, until
we imagine that we have not touched them, that they are moving of their
own accord, and, anticipating our desire to play with them, have begun
to play with us. And in this connexion we may ask ourselves whether, in
the case of love (to which indeed we may add the love of life and the
love of fame, since there are, it appears, persons who are acquainted
with these latter sentiments), we ought not to act like those who, when
a noise disturbs them, instead of praying that it may cease, stop their
ears; and, with them for our pattern, bring our attention, our defensive
strength to bear on ourselves, give ourselves as an objective to capture
not the “other person” with whom we are in love but our capacity for
suffering at that person’s hands.
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