Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
of our body that we discover there, where our muscles dive down and
throw out their twisted roots and breathe the air of the new life, the
garden in which as a child we used to play. There is no need to travel
in order to see it again; we must dig down inwardly to discover it. What
once covered the earth is no longer upon it but beneath; a mere
excursion does not suffice for a visit to the dead city, excavation is
necessary also. But we shall see how certain impressions, fugitive and
fortuitous, carry us back even more effectively to the past, with a more
delicate precision, with a flight more light-winged, more immaterial,
more headlong, more unerring, more immortal than these organic
dislocations.
Sometimes my exhaustion was greater still; I had, without any
opportunity of going to bed, been following the operations for several
days on end. How blessed then was my return to the hotel! As I got into
bed I seemed to have escaped at last from the hands of enchanters,
sorcerers like those who people the “romances” beloved of our forebears
in the seventeenth century. My sleep that night and the lazy morning
that followed it were no more than a charming fairy tale. Charming;
beneficent perhaps also. I reminded myself that the keenest sufferings
have their place of sanctuary, that one can always, when all else fails,
find repose. These thoughts carried me far.
On days when, although there was no parade, Saint-Loup had to stay in
barracks, I used often to go and visit him there. It was a long way; I
had to leave the town and cross the viaduct, from either side of which I
had an immense view. A strong breeze blew almost always over this high
ground, and filled all the buildings erected on three sides of the
barrack-square, which howled incessantly like a cave of the winds. While
I waited for Robert—he being engaged on some duty or other—outside the
door of his room or in the mess, talking to some of his friends to whom
he had introduced me (and whom later on I came now and then to see, even
when he was not to be there), looking down from the window three hundred
feet to the country below, bare now except where recently sown fields,
often still soaked with rain and glittering in the sun, shewed a few
stripes of green, of the brilliance and translucent limpidity of enamel,
I could hear him discussed by the others, and I soon learned what a
popular favourite he was. Among many of the volunteers, belonging to
other squadrons, sons of rich business or professional men who looked at
the higher aristocratic society only from outside and without
penetrating its enclosure, the attraction which they naturally felt
towards what they knew of Saint-Loup’s character was reinforced by the
distinction that attached in their eyes to the young man whom, on
Saturday evenings, when they went on pass to Paris, they had seen
supping in the Café de la Paix with the Duc d’Uzès and the Prince
d’Orléans. And on that account, into his handsome face, his casual way
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