Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“I can’t tell you how funny it is that it should be her photograph,
because we’re living in her house now, in Paris, and I’ve been hearing
the most astounding things” (I should have been hard put to it to say
what) “about her, which have made me immensely interested in her, only
from a literary point of view, don’t you know, from a—how shall I put
it—from a Balzacian point of view; but you’re so clever you can see what
I mean; I don’t need to explain things to you; but we must hurry up;
what on earth will your friends think of my manners?”
“They will think absolutely nothing; I have told them that you are
sublime, and they are a great deal more alarmed than you are.”
“You are too kind. But listen, what I want to say is this: I suppose
Mme. de Guermantes hasn’t any idea that I know you, has she?”
“I can’t say; I haven’t seen her since the summer, because I haven’t had
any leave since she’s been in town.”
“What I was going to say is this: I’ve been told that she looks on me as
an absolute idiot.”
“That I do not believe; Oriane is not exactly an eagle, but all the same
she’s by no means stupid.”
“You know that, as a rule, I don’t care about your advertising the good
opinion you’re kind enough to hold of me; I’m not conceited. That’s why
I’m sorry you should have said flattering things about me to your
friends here (we will go back to them in two seconds). But Mme. de
Guermantes is different; if you could let her know—if you would even
exaggerate a trifle—what you think of me, you would give me great
pleasure.”
“Why, of course I will, if that’s all you want me to do; it’s not very
difficult; but what difference can it possibly make to you what she
thinks of you? I suppose you think her no end of a joke, really; anyhow,
if that’s all you want we can discuss it in front of the others or when
we are by ourselves; I’m afraid of your tiring yourself if you stand
talking, and it’s so inconvenient too, when we have heaps of
opportunities of being alone together.”
It was precisely this inconvenience that had given me courage to
approach Robert; the presence of the others was for me a pretext that
justified my giving my remarks a curt and incoherent form, under cover
of which I could more easily dissemble the falsehood of my saying to my
friend that I had forgotten his connexion with the Duchess, and also did
not give him time to frame—with regard to my reasons for wishing that
Mme. de Guermantes should know that I was his friend, was clever, and so
forth—questions which would have been all the more disturbing in that I
should not have been able to answer them.
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