Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
The Captain laughed--nervously, Hartington thought. “And since we
can’t abolish the Service, Hartington, or the forces behind that make
it necessary, let us return to practical politics. Taking your causes
in reverse order: We can but nibble at the third. You recommend that
the Gunroom should be made tolerable. That’s something. A decent place
to live in, so far as its size permits--some of the amenities of life
preserved--not utterly a bear-garden. Further, I propose to help, if
I can, by having the snotties to dine in here, and talking books,
or games, or travel, or the theory of cruiser screens--anything, in
short, but everyday shop and everyday women, the Gunroom topics. A
clean napkin, a smooth shirt-front, and bright glass and silver have
an extraordinarily civilizing effect. Besides, to a snotty’s mind,
these quarters of mine seem spacious, and room to move is room to
think. And your job consists in making your own personality felt; stop
them talking and thinking filth eternally. But you are up against it,
Hartington; the China Station, the naval officer’s Mecca, because on
the surface it seems slack and pleasant, is a test--but more of that
later on. Your second cause--the pressure of work, the sense of war,
and a break-up of all our lives being so close that the ‘long view’
is unattainable. Eat, drink, and be merry, for to-morrow we die; be
cruel, brutal, at any rate, unheeding, for to-morrow--God knows what
may happen! That’s the attitude. Frankly, I don’t know how to change
it. Religion, any kind of religion, any quick sense of worlds outside
our own and of time beyond our time, might change it. But that’s
hopeless in a Gunroom. There can be no God where there’s no privacy. Do
you realize that there is no place in this ship where midshipmen can
pray? By their chests, in a public passage, with marines in hammocks
blaspheming above their heads? Or they could pray on their backs in
their own hammocks if they remembered. But they are tired and sleepy,
and they forget--so the fact stands. I dare say they could do without
formal prayers. But no one can do without occasional seclusion. They
are for ever rubbing shoulders with their own sordidness, until at
last they come to think they are all sordid, and care to be nothing
else. That’s the root of the snotty’s tragedy, Hartington. I’m sure of
it. He’s never alone--never, from the moment he comes on board to the
moment he gets ashore. His mind hasn’t a chance to expand--to stray out
into the vague purposelessness from which, if you can trace them back
far enough, all right purposes spring.”
“I’ve given two of them--Lynwood and Fane-Herbert--leave to use my
cabin whenever I’m not there. There isn’t room for more, sir.”
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