Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
This sense of approaching emancipation and the thoughts of independence
by which it was accompanied changed his attitude towards Margaret.
His hope had so grown that now once more it included her. From a
midshipman, from an officer who throughout his life would be dependent
upon the pay of his rank, she was separated by impassable barriers of
wealth, influence, and competition. But now, in the light of his new
hope, the barriers between him and her seemed no longer impassable.
He would at least have the chance to construct ladders of fame and
money before it was too late. He would be able, too, to bring those
ladders near. The Service etiquette and tradition would bind him no
more. Ordith, for instance, would cease to be his superior officer. He
would not be borne away to sea, nor would his shore leave be stopped
at the moment when he most wanted to see Margaret. Mr. Fane-Herbert,
whom it was impossible not to regard as some kind of naval chief
with additional advantages of wealth and civilian freedom, could not
continue to treat him as a junior officer of no account. The blind
alley would open into a clear field. Opportunity would increase.
Or, at any rate, this is how John’s sudden optimism led him to regard
his future.
Margaret was one of a small party that came on board to tea with
Hartington early in October. It was a Gunroom party, to which Ordith
was not invited. Its beginning had been difficult because civilians
seem always to require so much space that a warship cannot provide.
The chairs, which had been comfortable enough until it was necessary
to invite ladies to sit in them, appeared suddenly to be in a shocking
state of disrepair. Never had Gunroom china seemed so thick or Gunroom
fare, for all the preparations that had been made, so brutally
masculine. The corticene, scarred with burnings of cigarette-ends,
cried out for rugs to hide it.
The ladies, however, were tactfully blind to these deficiencies. The
tea had been a success. At Hartington’s suggestion the party broke up
so that the guests might “see over the ship,” he having conveniently
forgotten that they had “seen over” it many times before. He himself
took charge of Mrs. Fane-Herbert. Margaret was left to John.
Having examined the Upper Deck twelve-pounders in the view of all the
world, he took her into the ammunition and cross-passages, where he
knew none other would be. The electric lights flared from polished
metal and white enamel; the atmosphere was heavy; their lightest
footsteps clattered and resounded. But John was oblivious to all this.
“I’ve never seen you in such good spirits,” she said. “Tell me why.”
“Because I am going to leave the Service.”
“Leave it--for good?” She drew in her breath.
“Yes. I’ve never told you. I haven’t had a chance to tell you. My leave
was stopped for a time, and I never seemed to be able to get near you.
You know why my leave was stopped?”
“Yes. Nick told me.”
Nick! So it had gone thus far. “What did he say?” John asked.
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