Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
Forgive!... There were moments when she rebelled in her heart against
the idea that she stood in need of forgiveness. But her rebellion
lacked support and objective. If her mother had sought to persuade,
she too could have persuaded. But this tacit assumption that she had
done wrong and foolishly, this treatment of her as a child with whom
it were idle to negotiate, this slow pressure of silence and unwelcome
generosity--there was no fighting against these things.
She began to understand the secret of her father’s power over men. He
did not threaten, he gave no opening for retaliation; but he impressed
upon her continually and with infinite patience a sense of the extent
of his own resources and of her lack of resource. It was as if she
fought one possessed of unlimited reserves. She might hold out a month,
she might hold out a year, but the time would come when she would fail
and yield, and abandon all she had defended.
Why, then, struggle?... Was that the question that all the opponents
of her father were at last persuaded to ask themselves?... It would be
easier to yield. She had only to accept Ordith in order to escape for
ever from the intolerable atmosphere of coercion which filled her own
home. As Ordith’s wife she would be, in many respects, independent.
If she could but overcome her increasing fear of him, her instinctive
shrinking from his touch, her dread of his presence, she might be
happy.... And what was the alternative? So long as she was unmarried
she could never escape from her home. Her thoughts went out to John,
but there was no help in him. He was caught as she was caught. Through
different channels the power of Ibble’s was exercised over them both.
“Some day,” she said suddenly to her mother, “some day the young men
will break free.”
“As one gets older one learns the meaning of compromise. I have learnt
it myself,” Mrs. Fane-Herbert answered.
“That may have been true of the last generation.”
“It’s true for all time.”
“But don’t you feel, mother, that everything is going to change?
There’s going to be a catastrophe, a great breaking-up. And at first
it will be a tragedy--flat tragedy. We shall pay for all that’s gone
by--the young men will pay. And out of it will come----”
“Nothing will come of it. Revolution, chaos, a military dictatorship,
and then slowly back to a system essentially the same as the old.”
“I’m not speaking of a political revolution--only. Not a change of
means, but a change of motive.”
Mrs. Fane-Herbert smiled at her. “You strike truth, Margaret.” Then,
swiftly serious, she touched her daughter’s hand. “You know what you
are asking for--a revolution for Christ?”
“Yes.”
“Do you believe that possible?”
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