Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
“And soul!”
The implication stung. “You mean----”
“Never mind what I mean. I’m not quite sure myself. I don’t care.”
He could not wait to think it out. Perhaps she had meant nothing. He
said:
“You know what I am asking.”
“I don’t love you,” she said, before he could speak, “nor you me.”
She faced him suddenly.
“There’s one question I want to ask you, Nick,” she said evenly.
“Whatever your answer may be it will not affect my answer. So the
truth.... If I consented to be your mistress, would that be enough?
Would it?”
“Good God, Margaret! what a question! No, a thousand times, no!”
“Put aside the business aspect of this marriage. Think of the personal
only. What is it you want in me?”
“All of you.”
“Body and soul?”
“Yes.”
She bowed her head. “I wonder if you believe that. I think you
do.” Then, in a flash, “Oh, Nick, we do lie to ourselves! I was
wrong in a way. It’s possession you want, isn’t it?--abstract
possession--ownership--gain!”
“Is that wrong?”
“You’re a man,” she said simply, and, with caught breath, “Thank God
for that!”
He was careful, in the light of his experience, not to approach her,
not to touch her. This time she should come to him.
“Come, Margaret,” he said; “don’t let us be fools.”
She looked across at him. So she was to move towards his chair, and sit
at his feet--and sit at his feet. He would touch her hair, her hands,
her shoulders. That would be yielding. That would be, very quietly, the
end....
That would be extraordinarily like an oleograph--“in the firelight.”
She thrilled to laughter, and slowly, like recognition of an unfamiliar
acquaintance, laughter came. It was as if she had wakened from some
ridiculous nightmare; as if a shaft of light had fallen across a dim
room, revealing countless absurdities that the dark had concealed. And
laughter fled suddenly--stifled her a moment, and was gone.
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