Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
“It was all on the table,” John answered quickly. “I hadn’t time to put
it away when you sent for me. I’m sorry it made a litter. If I may go
down for a moment, I’ll get Fane-Herbert to put it into my locker for
me--I should be back almost at once. Then everything will be tidy----”
He stopped helplessly.
“I wasn’t objecting to the untidiness,” Hartington said.
The silence seemed unending. John had never felt so uncomfortable,
so utterly at a loss. He knew the contemptuous thoughts that must be
passing through Hartington’s mind. He tried haltingly to minimize his
error.
“I do it only--only in my spare time,” he said, “just as other people
do--do other things.” He wanted to explain that he meant no harm by his
poetry, but he could find no words. The poetry itself was the harm,
he knew. There was no explaining it away. “Do you mind very much?” he
asked nervously.
Hartington smiled. “Mind?” he said. And then he added, “Why should
I mind? Is it contrary to the King’s Regulations and Admiralty
Instructions to write verse?”
“No, but----”
“The point is, that most Subs would have made you read it to the Mess
after dinner, and very probably beaten you at the end of it--if not on
that pretext, then on some other. So it wasn’t very discreet of you to
leave it about, do you think?”
“No.”
“And there must be a penalty,” said Hartington, taking John by the arm.
“I suppose I must be a very bad Sub in some respects--at any rate, not
in accordance with pattern: you’ll find that out, I expect. But there
must be a penalty. So after dinner, when we have turned over to the
Officer of the Night, you will report yourself in my cabin with the
manuscript you are going to read to me, and two whiskies-and-sodas....
Do you mind reading to me?”
“Of course not,” said John, amazed. “I should like to.”
“And I want to hear more of it. So that’s settled.”
II
That evening John went to Hartington’s cabin for the first of many
times; but the first, because it was so unexpected and so full of
promise for the future, was perhaps the most marvellous evening of
all. It did not end until long after the Gunroom had been closed and
the other midshipmen were turned in. By then the ship had become very
silent and peaceful. As he climbed into his hammock, after a glance at
the curtain behind which Hartington’s cabin-light was still shining,
John’s thoughts returned to the _King Arthur_, and to the nights when
he had turned in bruised, bleeding, and covered with the filth of the
Gunroom deck. He remembered the hopelessness of his outlook then, the
sense he had had of confinement worse than physical confinement, of
being surrounded and shut in by a wall which he could never, never
break. And now--he thrust his face deep into his pillow--now he had
found at last one living soul in and of the profession to which he
was bound, in whose eyes the things he cared for were not all dust and
ashes.
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