Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
“How they would shout if they heard you say that!” John broke in.
“Mostly they imagine that it is they who are shut in and we who go
about--as they say--seeing the world. It’s all wrong. The world doesn’t
consist in places but in people. And the only boundaries are boundaries
of thought. Think of the people your sister listens to, the books she
reads, the opinions that count--coming to her first hand. Men and
women from abroad--Germans, French, Americans--she is beginning to be
in touch with them all. But the Service boundaries are desperately
close-drawn.”
Hugh leaned back in his chair and yawned. “I suppose we are all much
the same,” he said. “We all feel shut in--or shut out, rather--though
perhaps for reasons different from yours. Sentley wants plants and
birds--being a naturalist; and there’s not a plant or a bird in H.M.’s
ships. Driss wants Ireland; Driss is almost sick for Ireland sometimes
and he can’t go there. And do you remember Tintern?--he was starved for
music. He said to me once--dead serious--that if he could get music
he would never get drunk. He used to dream about going to Germany
and being educated--‘start life all over again with the five-finger
exercise,’ he used to say.... And the strange thing is that officers
of the Old Navy didn’t feel like that. I suppose they were made of
harder stuff. Last leave I asked an old retired Admiral about his
snotty days, and he said, ‘No, we didn’t hanker after shore life as you
young fellows do. Of course, we were keen enough to get ashore when we
could--better food and beds--but I think we were all of us glad in a
way to get back to the ship.’”
“But the Navy was smaller then, and more independent of the outside
world,” John said. “I dare say your old Admiral felt an almost personal
affection for it. But you can’t have affection for a vast machine that
is itself only a unit in a greater system of machinery; you can feel
loyalty, perhaps, but not affection. It’s like trying to fall in love
with a Board of Directors. The Service is too big and impersonal to
love. Moreover, it isn’t a free agent. You know as well as anyone what
lies behind it.”
“Ibble’s?”
“And more.”
“And Ordith’s?”
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