The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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‘No money can make amends for sin,’ said Frederick, sententiously.
‘And how is this sum to be settled on Miss Berry, Mr Walcheren?’
demanded the solicitor. ‘In trust for the child, or unconditionally on
herself?’
‘Unconditionally on herself, please. I know, if she uses it at all, it
will be for the benefit of the boy. Keep a note of my directions, Mr
Sinclair, but don’t draw up the deed until you do the two together.
There will be less chance then, I think, of my being bothered from
either side. When you draw the five thousand pounds, take it from the
sum in consols. There will be the less chance of its being missed. Oh,
dear! how glad I shall be when all this worry is over, and matters
settled for good and all!’
‘Am I to draw out this sum, and re-invest it in Miss Berry’s name?’
‘No, put it back in consols. It is a lower rate of interest than Rhoda
could get elsewhere, but it is safer; and women are idiots about
money matters. When you write and tell her about my present, perhaps
you will advise her not to take it out on the chance of getting more
interest. And, Sinclair, I wish you to have five hundred pounds, over
and above what I may owe you.’
‘I couldn’t think of taking such a sum, Mr Walcheren. It is far too
much.’
‘Nonsense! You were a good friend to me when I was knocking about town,
and got me out of many a scrape, and I know no one whom I would rather
give it to. Why, what’s the odds to me? I sha’n’t have a halfpenny in
my own hands in a fortnight’s time. Why shouldn’t I have the pleasure
of making my old friends a little present whilst I can.’
‘You’re very good, Mr Walcheren, and I don’t say that the sum will
not give me pleasure, and be very useful to me; but, believe me, when
I add that I would rather, a thousand times over, see it in your own
hands. This step you contemplate makes me very uneasy. It seems so
unnatural--so sudden!’
‘It is sudden, Sinclair, but not unnatural. In losing my beloved wife,
I have lost everything, and I don’t care what becomes of the rest of
my life. The vocation I am about to adopt is the one chosen for me by
my mother, and I am only following her express wishes by entering the
Church. It appears unnatural to you, because you have never known me,
except as a wild, devil-may-care fellow, up to any pranks, and utterly
careless all round. But you don’t know the complete difference a shock,
like the one I have experienced, makes in a man. It opens his eyes in a
moment, as it were, to the folly and wickedness of his past life, and
makes him see that there is only one thing worth living and striving
for, and that is--the next. Once convinced of that truth, there can be
no returning to the past existence. It fades away like a dream, and
nothing can content one in the future, but hard, solid, substantial
work.’
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