The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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‘I can’t understand the motive of Rayner’s confession, Bloxam,’ Henry
Hindes would observe confidentially to his cashier. ‘It would never
have been found out to the day of his death, and what good does the
disclosure effect? Here is a respectable tradesman, with a wife and
family dependent on him--respected by his friends and customers--rich
and flourishing in his trade--and he throws it all away for the sake of
confessing his participation in a crime which the world has forgotten
ages ago, and which he cannot rectify, even by swinging on the gallows.’
‘That is true, sir,’ replied Mr Bloxam, ‘but you don’t take into
consideration that Rayner’s conscience would not, in all probability,
let him keep silence any longer. A murder must lie pretty heavy on a
man’s soul, Mr Hindes. I don’t suppose he has had much rest at night,
poor creature, however much he may have prospered outwardly. And he is
an old man too--sixty the papers say--and begins to think, no doubt, of
meeting his Maker, face to face, with that sin unconfessed. My wonder
is how he has managed to live through so many years with such a burthen
on his conscience. He must have led a terrible life!’
Hindes’ face grew very yellow during this exordium, but the subject
fascinated him, as fire is said to fascinate some people, and a
precipice others, until they can hardly resist the temptation to cast
themselves down headlong.
‘But why should a murder, dreadful as it is, lie so much heavier on
a man’s conscience than his other sins? Look! how many murders are
committed by most of us! We strike a blow, perhaps, which might
have killed a fellow. If it had, we should have been arraigned as a
murderer; since it does not, we go scot-free. But the feeling of murder
was there all the same. We are just as guilty in the sight of Heaven.
Why should we vex ourselves about one sin more than the other?’
‘I’m not fit to argue the point with you, Mr Henry,’ answered the
cashier, ‘but there’s surely a difference! We don’t always mean to
murder a friend when we hit him. If we _do_ kill him, even by accident,
we have to pay the penalty. But when a man deliberately injures
another, knowing it _must_ kill him, like this Rayner, who strikes a
fellow creature on the head with a hammer--why, that was deliberate
murder--he _meant_ to kill Thompson, and he must be a thorough bad man
to have kept the secret in his breast for twenty years. Hanging’s too
good for him; that’s what everybody says.’
‘But telling won’t bring Thompson back again, that’s my argument,’ said
Henry Hindes, sullenly. ‘Rayner hangs himself by his confession, and
does no one any good.’
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