The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Fiction
‘Not worthy! Don’t make me feel a greater villain than I do, by saying
such a thing. Rhoda, dear, I never deceived you. You know I never
made what is called “love” to you in the old, thoughtless days, which
ended so disastrously for you. I didn’t love anybody at that time,
unless it was myself and my own selfish pleasures. I adored my poor
wife. I am not afraid to say that before you, because you are not
like other women. You like a man to speak the truth, not a lot of
lies and flattery. But, if ever I loved a woman in my life, you have
made me love you. If ever I felt that anyone was absolutely necessary
to my existence, I feel that of you. If ever a fellow-creature has
been a true, unselfish, trustworthy friend to me, it is you; and I am
only speaking the plain truth when I say, if you will come with me to
America and share my rough life there, you will make me far happier
than I ever expected to be again.’
Rhoda had slipped from her seat and was kneeling by his side, hiding
her face upon his hands.
‘Oh, my love, my love!’ she sobbed, ‘I cannot believe it. It is too
wonderful for me to believe. Oh! take me with you as your servant, your
slave, anything, so as I may remain near you in sickness or health, to
look after your comfort and minister to your wants.’
But he raised her up and sat her on his knee.
‘As my slave. Yes!’ he answered as he kissed her, ‘all wives who love
their husbands become slaves, but a slave that will be very near my
heart, Rhoda--a slave that shall be honoured above everyone in my
household. Is that a bargain, my dear? That we shall promise to be true
friends and counsellors to our lives’ end.’
‘Oh! Fred, I am so happy. I never thought or dreamt that it could come
to this. I should have been content to be your friend only for ever.’
‘Oh, no! you wouldn’t,’ he said, shaking his head; ‘and if you would,
I shouldn’t. But remember, I am a beggar, Rhoda. All those magic
bank-notes, that procured us so much pleasure in the old days, are gone
for ever. It is a hard lot I ask you to share with me. You are marrying
a gentleman who has nothing but the title to recommend him.’
‘But, Fred, it is not so,’ said the girl; ‘you forget that you made
Mr Sinclair invest five thousand pounds for baby. I never touched it,
darling! I never should have touched it during your lifetime. I told
Mr Sinclair so, and it is there for you to take when you choose. And,
though it is little to what you used to have, still, it is better than
nothing, isn’t it?’
‘Better than nothing! I should rather think so! Why, under the
circumstances, it is a fortune. But it is not mine, Rhoda! It belongs
to the little chap there!’
‘Oh, Fred, what nonsense! Who gave it him? Who has a better right to it
than you? Besides, you have given him value in exchange, twice told.’
‘What is that?’ inquired Frederick.
‘A father,’ she whispered.
At this juncture in bustled Mrs Berry from the kitchen, bearing a
smoking beefsteak pudding in her hands.
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