The Hand-Made Gentleman: A Tale of the Battles of PeaceBacheller, Irving
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The Hand-Made Gentleman: A Tale of the Battles of Peace
Bacheller, Irving
United States -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
He turned, blushing, and took from his pocket a twenty-dollar bill, and
said: “I'm glad you spoke of it. Take this and go and get me some good
ties in the morning. If you see anything that you think I need, buy it;
my credit is good here. But there's another matter--my soul is feeling a
bit shabby and ashamed of itself; it needs a little advice.”
“What's the trouble?” I asked.
“Well, I've found a greater power than the push of steam or water or
electricity. It can put them all out of business--it could stop every
wheel in the world.”
He paused, and I looked into his eyes and guessed his meaning.
“It is love, and it has stopped me,” he went on--“stopped me on
the brink of a precipice. I don't know what to do. I wish I were
somebody--anybody but the low-bred, common, Pegleg McCarthy that I am.”
His voice began to tremble a bit, and he left his chair and walked up
and down the room in silence.
“Don't throw mud on yourself,” I protested. “There are plenty of us who
would like to be that same McCarthy.”
“I'm not so bad,” he went on. “The trouble is, I have the pride of a
king in me and the blood of a hodman. But I may do something by-and-by.
I've been reading about Lincoln. He was a man of humble birth and
limited education. It gave me hope for myself.”
“What's the trouble?” I asked again.
“I have met the woman I love, and she is not Miss Manning,” he
continued. “She is a lady--the sweetest, dearest lady in the land, and
so far above me that we could never be man and wife. But I love her.
God! she is more to me than all the rest of the world. I have nothing in
me but the thought of her.”
He turned away and fussed with the papers on his desk.
“I care no more for business,” he continued, “and the honors I had hoped
for are nothing to me now. All my plans are like the withered stems of a
garden sticking out of the snow.”
He strode up and down the room and stopped before me, and something out
of the depths of his heart shone in his countenance and lifted him to
greatness, it seemed to me, so that he saw his way clearly.
“I shall do my work,” he said, solemnly. “I will do what my God tells
me to do. I will try to be good enough for her--that is something--and I
shall marry Miss Manning.”
“Do you think you ought to do that?” I asked. “I have promised, and a
gentleman keeps his word unless--unless there's some good reason why he
shouldn't.”
“I have sometimes thought that she was not the woman for you,” I
suggested.
“So have I. Poor girl! We're quick to judge, and not any of us are
perfect. My life isn't much; I'm glad to give it for a principle.”
“I know how you feel,” I said, thinking of my own troubles. “But then it
may be that she doesn't care for you.”
“Well, I've got to believe her, haven't I?”
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