There was no denying that she commanded less attention than at first: the
audience had lessened, and, judging by appearances, might soon be
expected to be decidedly thin. In excessive lowness of spirit,
Ethelberta translated these signs with the bias that a lingering echo of
her mother's dismal words naturally induced, reading them as conclusive
evidence that her adventure had been chimerical in its birth. Yet it was
very far less conclusive than she supposed. Public interest might
without doubt have been renewed after a due interval, some of the falling-
off being only an accident of the season. Her novelties had been hailed
with pleasure, the rather that their freshness tickled than that their
intrinsic merit was appreciated; and, like many inexperienced dispensers
of a unique charm, Ethelberta, by bestowing too liberally and too
frequently, was destroying the very element upon which its popularity
depended. Her entertainment had been good in its conception, and partly
good in its execution; yet her success had but little to do with that
goodness. Indeed, what might be called its badness in a histrionic
sense--that is, her look sometimes of being out of place, the sight of a
beautiful woman on a platform, revealing tender airs of domesticity which
showed her to belong by character to a quiet drawing-room--had been
primarily an attractive feature. But alas, custom was staling this by
improving her up to the mark of an utter impersonator, thereby
eradicating the pretty abashments of a poetess out of her sphere; and
more than one well-wisher who observed Ethelberta from afar feared that
it might some day come to be said of her that she had
'Enfeoffed herself to popularity:
That, being daily swallowed by men's eyes,
They surfeited with honey, and began
To loathe the taste of sweetness, whereof a little
More than a little is by much too much.'
But this in its extremity was not quite yet.
We discover her one day, a little after this time, sitting before a table
strewed with accounts and bills from different tradesmen of the
neighbourhood, which she examined with a pale face, collecting their
totals on a blank sheet. Picotee came into the room, but Ethelberta took
no notice whatever of her. The younger sister, who subsisted on scraps
of notice and favour, like a dependent animal, even if these were only an
occasional glance of the eye, could not help saying at last, 'Berta, how
silent you are. I don't think you know I am in the room.'
'I did not observe you,' said Ethelberta. 'I am very much engaged: these
bills have to be paid.'
'What, and cannot we pay them?' said Picotee, in vague alarm.
'O yes, I can pay them. The question is, how long shall I be able to do
it?'
'That is sad; and we are going on so nicely, too. It is not true that
you have really decided to leave off story-telling now the people don't
crowd to hear it as they did?'
'I think I shall leave off.'
'And begin again next year?'
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