Betrothal -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But much as Marley relished all this, much as he enjoyed being at home
again, with Lavinia and with his father and mother, he was disturbed by
a certain restlessness that came over him after he had been in Macochee
a few days and the novelty and excitement of his return had worn off.
The glamour the town had worn for him had left it; it seemed to have
withered and shrunk away. He could no longer, by any effort of the
imagination, realize it as the place he had carried affectionately in
his heart during the long months of his absence; its interests were so
few and so petty, and he found himself battling with a wish to get away.
He was fearful of this feeling; he did not dare to own it to himself,
much less to his father and mother or to Lavinia.
He was glad that Lavinia would not let him mention going back to
Chicago, and as the days swept by with the swiftness of vacation time,
he was troubled that he did not feel more acutely the sorrow he felt
would best become the prospect of another separation. He was comforted,
finally, when he was able to analyze his sensations sufficiently to
discover that it was neither his sweetheart nor his parents that had
changed, but his own attitude toward life in a small town; he was vastly
relieved when he succeeded in separating his feelings and saw that it
was Macochee alone that he had lost his affection for, though he could
not analyze his sensations deeply enough to recognize himself as at that
period of life when external conditions are accepted for more than their
real value; he was still too young for that. And so he could spend his
days happily with Lavinia and grudge the moments which Lawrence and
Mayme Carter filched from them by their calls, and he was as resentful
of Mayme's invitation to the supper which she exalted into a dinner with
a reception afterward, as was Lavinia herself.
When Marley went to pay his call on Wade Powell, he found many
sensations as he glanced about the dingy little office where he had
begun his studies. Wade Powell himself, smoking and reading his
Cincinnati paper, was sitting at his old desk, with the same aspect of
permanence he had always given the impression of. Marley rushed in on
him with a face red and smiling and when Powell looked up, he threw down
his paper, and leaped to his feet, saying:
"Well, I'll be damned!"
But when their first greetings were over, Powell's manner changed; he
began to show Marley a certain respect, and he paid him the delicate
tribute of letting him do most of the talking, whereas he used to do
most of the talking himself. He was not prepared to hear that Marley was
still studying law; and it cost him an effort to readjust his conception
of Marley as a successful journalist to the old one of a struggling
student. He gave Marley some intelligence of this, and of his
disappointment when he said with a meekness Marley did not like to see
in him:
"Well, of course, you know your own business best."
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