It would be a pity, he told himself, watching her erect figure diminish
over the boardwalk. He had a feeling of having come in contact with an
extraordinarily potent force. By heaven, she positively crackled! He
smiled, thinking of the misguided people who had employed her, ignorant
of all that underlay that severe prudent manner. At the same time he was
flattered that she had confided in him. It was clear she recognized
that he, at least, was a man. He was really sorry for her--what an
invigorating influence she was!
She had spoken of being no longer young--something over thirty-five he
judged--and that brought the realization that he was getting on. A few
years now, ten or twelve, and life would be behind him. It was a
rare and uncomfortable thought. Usually he saw himself as at the most
desirable age--a young spirit tempered by wisdom and experience. But
in a flash he read that his prime must depart; every hour left was
priceless.
The best part of this must be dedicated to a helpless invalid; a strong
current of self-pity set through him. But it was speedily lost in a more
customary arrogance. August Turnbull repeated the favorite aphorisms
from Frederick Rathe about the higher man. If he believed them at all,
if they applied to life in general they were equally true in connection
with his home; in short--his wife. Emmy Turnbull couldn't really be
called a wife. There should be a provision to release men from such
bonds.
It might be that the will-to-power would release itself. In theory
that was well enough, but practically there were countless small
difficulties. The strands of life were so tied in, one with another.
Opinion was made up of an infinite number of stupid prejudices. In
short, no way presented itself of getting rid of Emmy.
His mind returned to Meta Beggs. What a woman she was! What a triumph to
master her contemptuous stubborn being!
IV
At least, August reflected with a degree of comfort at breakfast,
Emmy didn't come down in the morning; she hadn't enough strength. He
addressed himself to the demolishment of a ripe Cassaba melon. It melted
in his mouth to the consistency of sugary water. His coffee cup had a
large flattened bowl, and pouring in the ropy cream with his free hand
he lifted the silver cover of a dish set before him. It held spitted
chicken livers and bacon and gave out an irresistible odor. There were,
too, potatoes chopped fine with peppers and browned; and hot delicately
sweetened buns. He emptied two full spits, renewed his coffee and
finished the potatoes.
With a butter ball at the center of a bun he casually glanced at the
day's paper. The submarines, he saw, were operating farther south. A
small passenger steamer, the _Veronica_ had been torpedoed outside the
Delaware Capes.
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