Elim Meikeljohn laid before him a small docket of foolscap folded
lengthwise, each section separately indorsed in pale flowery ink, with a
feminine name, a class number and date. They were the weekly themes of
a polite Young Ladies' Academy in Richmond, sent regularly north for the
impressive opinion of a member of Elim's college faculty. The professor
of philosophy and letters had undertaken the task primarily; but, with
the multiplication of his duties, he had turned the essays over to Elim,
whose careful judgments had been sufficiently imposing to secure for him
a slight additional income.
He sat for a moment regarding the papers with a frown; then, with a
sudden movement, he went over the names that headed each paper. Two he
laid aside. They bore above their dates in March, eighteen sixty-one,
the name Rosemary Roselle.
He picked one up tentatively. It was called A Letter. Elim opened it
and regarded its tenuous violet script. Then, with an expression of
augmented determination, he folded it again and placed it with its
fellow at the bottom of the heap. He firmly attacked the topmost theme.
He read it slowly, made a penciled note in a small precise hand on
its margin, folded it once more and marked it with a C minus. He went
carefully through the pile, jotting occasional comments, judging the
results with A, B or C, plus or minus. Finally only the two he had
placed at the bottom remained.
Elim took one up again, gazing at it severely. He wondered what Rosemary
Roselle had written about--in her absurd English--this time. As he
looked at the theme's exterior, his attention shifted from the paper
to himself, his conscience towered darkly above him, demanding a
condemnatory examination of his feelings and impulses.
Had he not begun to look for, to desire, those essays from a doubtless
erroneous and light young woman? Had he not even, on a former like
occasion, awarded her effort with a B minus, when it was questionable
if she should have had a C plus? Had his conduct not been dishonest,
frivolous and wholly reprehensible? To all these inexorable accusations
he was forced to confess himself guilty. He had undoubtedly, only a few
minutes before, looked almost impatiently for something from Rosemary
Roselle. Beyond cavil she should have had an unadorned C last month. And
these easily proved him a broken reed.
He must at once take himself in hand, flames were reaching hungrily for
him from the pit of eternal torment. In a little more he would be damned
beyond any redemption. He was married ... shame! His thoughts turned to
Hester, his wife for nine and more years.
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