Elim once more took himself firmly in hand; he folded the paper
and sharply indorsed it with a C minus. Afterward he felt decidedly
uncomfortable. He wondered if Rosemary Roselle would be made unhappy by
the low marking? Probably she wouldn't care; probably all that occupied
her mind were dress and company. Possibly she danced--light, godless.
The haze within deepened; he could see through the window the tops of
the maples--they held a green sheen as if in promise of the leaves to
follow. The robin whistled faint and clear.
Possibly she danced. Carried away on the gracious flood of the
afternoon, he wondered what Rosemary Roselle looked like. He was certain
that she was pretty--her writing had the unconscious assurance of a
personable being. Well, he would never know.... Rosemary Roselle--the
name had a trick of hanging in the memory; it was astonishingly easy to
repeat. He tried it aloud, speaking with a sudden emphasis that startled
him. The name came back to him from the bare walls of his room like an
appeal. Something within him stirred sharp as a knife. He rose with a
deep breath, confused, as if some one else, unseen, had unexpectedly
spoken.
III
His conscience, stirring again, projected the image of Hester, with
her pinched glistening countenance, on his conjecturing. He resolutely
addressed himself to the judgment of Rosemary Roselle's second
paper, his lighter thoughts drowned in the ascending dark tide of his
temperament It was called Our Waitress, and an instant antagonism for
the entire South and its people swept over him.
He saw that the essay's subject was a negro, a slave; and all his
impassioned detestation of the latter term possessed him. The essence of
the Meikeljohns was a necessity for freedom, an almost bitter pride in
the independence of their bodies. Their souls they held to be under the
domination of a relentless Omnipotence, evolved, it might have been,
from the obdurate and resplendent granite masses of the highland where
they had first survived. These qualities gave to Elim Meikeljohn's
political enmity for the South a fervor closely resembling fanaticism.
Even now when, following South Carolina, six other states had seceded,
he did not believe that war would ensue; he believed that slavery would
be abolished at a lesser price; but he was a supporter of drastic means
for its suppression. His Christianity, if it held a book in one hand,
grasped a sword in the other, a sword with a bright and unsparing blade
for the wrong-doer.
He consciously centered this antagonism on Rosemary Roselle; he
visualized her as a thoughtless and capricious female, idling in vain
luxury, cutting with a hard voice at helpless and enslaved human beings.
He condemned his former looseness of being, his playing with insidious
and destructive forces. A phrase, “Babylonish women,” crept into his
mind from some old yellow page. He read:
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