Elim was standing at the stern--he had conceived it his duty to stay as
far away from Rosemary Roselle as her wish plainly indicated; but,
in this irrelated phase of living, he gradually lost his sense of
responsibility and restrained conduct. He wanted extravagantly to be
near Rosemary, to be where he could see her clearly. Perhaps, but this
was unlikely, she would speak to him. His desire gradually flooded him;
it induced a species of careless heroism, and he made his way resolutely
forward and sat on a heap of rope at a point where he could study her
with moderate propriety and success. She glanced at him momentarily when
he took his place--he saw that her under lip was capable of an extremely
human and annoying expression--and returned to her veiled scrutiny of
the sliding banks.
An unfamiliar emotion stirred at Elim's heart; and in his painstaking
introspective manner he exposed it. He found a happiness that, at the
same time, was a pain; he found an actual catch in his throat that was
a nebulous desire; he found an utter loneliness together with the
conviction that this earth was a place of glorious possibilities of
affinity. Principally he was conscious of an urging of his entire being
toward the slight figure in black, staring with wide bereft eyes into
the gathering evening. On the other side of the mast, Indy was sleeping
with her head upon her breast. The feeling in Elim steadily increased
in poignancy--faint stars appearing above the indefinite foliage pierced
him with their beauty, the ashen-blue sky vibrated in a singing chord,
the river divided in whispering confidences on the bow of the sloop.
Elim Meikeljohn debated the wisdom of a remark; his courage grew
immeasurably reckless.
“The wind and river are shoving us along together.” Pronounced, the
sentence seemed appallingly compromising; he had meant that the wind and
river together, not--
She made no reply; one hand, he saw, stirred slightly.
Since he had not been blasted into nothingness, he continued:
“I'm glad the war's over. Why,” he exclaimed in genuine surprise, “you
can hear the birds again.” A sleepy twitter had floated out over the
stream. Still no response. He should not, certainly, have mentioned
the war. He wondered desperately what a fine and delicate being like
Rosemary Roselle talked about? It would be wise to avoid serious and
immediate considerations for commonplaces.
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