“So that's where they went,” she observed; “you marked them.” He would
have sworn that a smile hovered for the fraction of a moment on her pale
lips. She drew up her shoulders slightly and turned away.
His best, his only hope had flickered for a minute and died away. Her
silence was like impregnable armor. A puff of wind filled the sails,
there was a straining of cordage, an augmented bubbling at the sloop's
bow, and then the stir subsided. He passed into a darkness of old
distresses, forebodings, grim recollections from his boyhood, inherited
bleak memories. Rosemary Roselle's upright figure gradually sank. He
realized that she was asleep on her arm. Elim bent forward shamelessly
and studied her worn countenance. There was a trace of tears on her
cheek. She was as delicate, as helpless as a flower sleeping on its
stalk.
An impulse to touch her hair was so compelling that he started back,
shaken; a new discordant tumult rose within him, out of which emerged
an aching hunger for Rosemary Roselle; he wanted her with a passion cold
and numbing like ether. He wanted her without reason, and in the desire
lost his deep caution, his rectitude of conscience. He was torn far
beyond the emotional possibilities of weak men. The fact that, penniless
and without a home, he had nothing to offer was lost in the beat and
surge of his feelings. He went with the smashing completeness of a heavy
body, broken loose in an elemental turmoil. He wanted her; her fragrant
spirit, the essence that was herself, Rosemary Roselle. He couldn't
take it; such consummations, he realized, were beyond will and act, they
responded from planes forever above human desire--there was not even
a rift of hope. The banks had been long lost in the night; the faint
disembodied cry of an owl breathed across the invisible river.
IX
She woke with a little confused cry, and sat gazing distractedly into
the dark, her hands pressed to her cheeks.
“Don't you remember,” Elim Meikeljohn spoke, “Haxall and the sloop; your
relatives at Bramant's Wharf?”
She returned to a full consciousness of her surroundings.
“I was dreaming so differently,” she told him. It seemed to Elim that
the antagonism had departed from her voice; he even had a feeling that
she was glad of his presence. Indy, prostrate on the deck with her chin
elevated to the stars, had not moved.
The darkness increased, broken only by the colored glimmer of the port
and starboard lights and a wan blur about the old man bent over the
tiller. Once he woke the youth and sent him forward with a sounding
pole, once the sloop scraped heavily over a mud bank, but that was all;
their imperceptible progress was smooth, unmarked.
Elim, recalling Joshua, wished that the sloop and night were anchored,
stationary. Already he smelled the dawn in a newly stirring, cold air.
The darkness thickened. Rosemary Roselle said:
“I'm dreadfully hungry.”
He immediately produced the fruit cake.
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