“You were right,” Janin told him; “the accordion is an impossible
instrument, a thing entirely vulgar. I know, for I am a musician, and
played the violin at the Opéra Comique. You think I am lying; but you
are young and life is strange. I can tell you this: I, Janin, once led
the finale of Hamlet. I saw that the director was pale; I leaned forward
and he gave me the baton. I knew music. There were five staves to
conduct--at the Opéra Comique.”
He turned his sightless face toward Harry Baggs.
“That means little to you,” he spoke sharply; “you know nothing. You
have never seen a gala audience on its feet; the roses--”
He broke off. His wasted palms rested on knees that resembled bones
draped with maculate clothing; his sere head fell forward. Runnel paced
away from the embers and returned. Harry Baggs looked, with doubt and
wonderment, at the ruined old man.
The mere word musician called up in him an inchoate longing, a desire
for something far and undefined. He thought of great audiences, roses,
the accompaniment of violins. Subconsciously he began to sing in a
whisper that yet reached beyond the huts. He forgot his surroundings,
the past without light, the future seemingly shorn of all prospect.
French Janin moved; he fumbled in precarious pockets and at last
produced a small bottle; he removed the cork and tapped out on his palm
a measure of white crystalline powder, which he gulped down. Then
he struggled to his feet and wavered away through the night toward a
shelter.
Harry Baggs imagined himself singing heroic measures; he finished, there
was a tense pause, and then a thunderous acclamation. His spirit mounted
up and up in a transport of emotional splendor; broken visions thronged
his mind of sacrifice, renouncement, death. The fire expired and the
night grew cold. His ecstasy sank; he became once more aware of the
human wreckage about him, the detritus of which he was now a part.
III
He spent the next day moving crated plants to delivery trucks, where his
broad shoulders were most serviceable, and in the evening returned to
the camp, streaked with fine rich loam. French Janin was waiting for him
and consumed part of Harry Baggs' unskilfully cooked supper. The old man
was silent, though he seemed continually at the point of bursting into
eager speech. However, he remained uncommunicative and followed the
boy's movements with a blank speculative countenance. Finally he said
abruptly:
“Sing that song over--about the 'damn ol' nigger.'”
Harry Baggs responded; and, at the end, Janin nodded.
“What I should have expected,” he pronounced. “When I first heard you I
thought: 'Here, perhaps, is a great voice, a voice for Paris;' but I was
mistaken. You have some bigness--yes, good enough for street ballads,
sentimental popularities; that is all.”
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