The butler filled his ruby goblet from a narrow bottle of Rhine wine. It
was exactly right, not sweet but full; and the man held for his choice a
great platter of beef, beautifully carved into thick crimson slices; the
bloodlike gravy had collected in its depression and he poured it over
his meat.
“A piece of this,” he told Emmy discontentedly, “would set you right up;
put something in your veins besides limewater.”
She became painfully upset at once and fumbled in her lap, with her face
averted, as the attention of the table was momentarily directed at her.
There was an uncontrollable tremor of her loose colorless mouth.
What a wife for him, August Turnbull! The stimulants and rich flavors
and roast filled him with a humming vitality; he could feel his heart
beat--as strong, he thought, as a bell. In a way Emmy had deceived
him--she probably had always been fragile, but was careful to conceal
it from him at their marriage. It was unjust to him. He wished that she
would take her farcical meals in her room, and not sit here--a skeleton
at the feast. Positively it made him nervous to see her--spoiled his
pleasure.
It had become worse lately; he had difficulty in putting her from his
mind; he imagined Emmy in conjunction with the bakery, of her slowly
starving and the thousands of loaves he produced in a day. There was
something unnatural in such a situation; it was like a mockery at him.
A vision of her came to him at the most inopportune moments, lingering
until it drove him into a hot rage and a pounding set up at the back of
his neck.
The meat was brought back, and he had more of a sweet boiled huckleberry
pudding. A salad followed, with a heavy Russian dressing. August
Turnbull's breathing grew thicker, he was conscious of a familiar
oppression. He assaulted it with fresh wine.
“I saw Bernard on the beach,” he related; “Victorine is sick once more.
Chocolate sundaes, Bernard said. She is always stuffing herself at
soda-water counters or with candy. They oughtn't to allow it; the child
should be made to eat at the table. When she is here she touches nothing
but the dessert. When I was ten I ate everything or not at all.
But there is no longer any discipline, not only with children but
everywhere.”
“There is a little freedom, though,” Rosalie suggested.
His manner clearly showed displeasure, almost contempt, and he turned
to Miss Beggs. “What do you think?” he demanded. “I understand you have
been a school-teacher.”
“Oh, you are quite right,” she responded; “at least about children, and
it is clear from them that most parents are idiotically lax.” A blaze of
discontent, loathing, surprisingly invaded her pallid face.
“A rod of iron,” August recommended.
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