Every year such days came--any time in Lent, or even before. I take it
for granted that, as an historical fact, they were followed, as they
have been in the twentieth century, by fog, frost, mists, drizzle,
rain, sleet, snow, east wind, and north wind, and I know very well
that we resented these things. But we loved the sun. We strove to it
in imagination through the bad weather, believing in every kind of
illusory hint that the rain was going to stop, and so on. Moreover rain
had its merits. For example, on a Sunday, it kept the roads nearly as
quiet as on a week day, and we could have Our Country, or Richmond
Park, or Wimbledon Common, all to ourselves. Then, again, what a thing
it was to return wet, with a rainy brightness in your eyes, to change
rapidly, to run round to Abercorran House, and find Philip and Ann
expecting you in the kitchen, with a gooseberry tart, currant tart,
raspberry tart, plum tart, blackberry tart, cranberry and apple tart,
apple tart, according to season; and mere jam or syrup tart in the
blank periods. My love of mud also I trace to that age, because Philip
and I could escape all company by turning out of a first class road
into the black mash of a lane. If we met anyone there, it was a carter
contending with the mud, a tramp sitting between the bank and a fire,
or a filthy bird-catcher beyond the hedge.
If the lane was both muddy and new to us, and we two, Philip and I,
turned into it, there was nothing which we should have thought out
of its power to present in half a mile or so, nothing which it would
have overmuch astonished us by presenting. It might have been a Gypsy
camp, it might have been the terrestrial Paradise of Sheddad the son
of Ad--we should have fitted either into our scheme of the universe.
Not that we were _blasé_; for every new thrush’s egg in the season
had a new charm for us. Not that we had been flightily corrupted by
fairy tales and marvels. No: the reason was that we only regarded as
impossible such things as a score of 2000 in first class cricket, an
air ship, or the like; and the class of improbabilities did not exist
for us. Nor was this all. We were not merely ready to welcome strange
things when we had walked half a mile up a lane and met no man, but
we were in a gracious condition for receiving whatever might fall to
us. We did not go in search of miracles, we invited them to come to
us. What was familiar to others was never, on that account, tedious or
contemptible to us. I remember that when Philip and I first made our
way through London to a shop which was depicted in an advertisement,
in spite of the crowds on either hand all along our route, in spite
of the full directions of our elders, we were as much elated by our
achievement as if it had been an arduous discovery made after a
journey in a desert. In our elation there was some suspicion that our
experience had been secret, adventurous, and unique. As to the crowd,
we glided through it as angels might.
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