Ann was good to all beggars as well as to old Jack, the watercress man,
and when I asked her about it once she told the story of the Castle of
Leaves. This castle was a ruin above the sea near where she was born.
So fragmentary and fallen was it that every November the oak leaves
covered it up. As a little child, Ann was taken up there on a May day
because the hawthorn growing there always blossomed in time, however
backward the season. Sitting among the ruins was an old white-haired
man playing on a harp, and for ever after she loved beggars, said
Aurelius, as if they were all going to have harps and long white beards
in due course. A white-haired beggar, according to tradition, was
infallibly to be found by anyone who went up to the Castle of Leaves on
May day, and the story which connects a beggar with the early days of
the castle might of itself explain why Ann never denied a beggar. Both
Mr Morgan and Ann knew the story, but Mr Morgan had found it written
in a book, with the date 1399, while Ann told it without a date as she
remembered it from the dark ages of her own childhood.
In those old days, if Ann was to be believed, there was nothing but
war. The young men went out to battle and never came back except as
spirits, or as old men, or as worse than either--some of them having
no more legs or arms than a fish, some crawling on their bellies with
their beards in the mud, or flapping along in the wind like a kind
of bird, or as lean and scattered as crickets--so that the children
laughed at them first and then ran away crying to their mothers because
they had such fathers. The mothers did not laugh save those that went
mad, and perhaps they were not the worst off. The women knew that these
strange idols and images crawling and jiggering home were the same that
had marched out to the war as if their sweethearts were in the far
countries before them, instead of behind them at the turnings of the
roads. They would not have loved them so much if they had not gone out
like that. The glorious young men departed; the young women were no
longer beautiful without them; the little children were blossoms of the
grave. The world was full of old men, maimed men, and young men going
to the wars, and of women crying because the soldiers had not come
back, and children crying because they had. And many and many a one had
no more tears left to cry with.
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