The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
Alive! That was sufficient! For the moment, in the first agony of her
distress, she required nothing more. Between the recovery from her
first shock at the news, and the terror that had held her back when she
reached his door, remorse, like bellows at the forge, quicked her every
memory of him to burning irons within her. Happen what might, she was
to be suffered to slake their torture.
She felt the hand she held move in her grasp. It was his signal of
response to her sympathy. He said very weakly, in an attempt at the
old tone: "Made an--awful ass--of--myself, old--girl." He groaned and
breathed: "O God! Pain--pain!"
She would not speak to the doctor. She desired nothing but to be left
there holding that hand, feeling it move for her and pressing it
against her face that was buried upon it when it moved. She desired to
be told nothing, to do nothing. This was between him and her--let them
be left to it while yet they could be left! A procession of pictures
was marching through her mind. In each she saw herself in a scene of
her neglect of him or her impatience with him. She had the feeling
that while she might hold that hand and feel it move, each picture
would pass--atoned for, forgiven, erased. This was between him and
her--let them be left to it while yet they could be left!
Movements, the opening and closing of the door, whispering voices, came
to her. Some one touched her. She shook herself at the touch and
crouched lower. This was between him and her!--for pity's sake!--if
you have pity, let us be left to it while yet we can be left!
The movements continued. They seemed to be closing about
her--impatiently waiting for her. They began to force themselves upon
her attention so that her mind must leave its pictures and distinguish
them. She crouched lower ... if you have pity! She heard stiff
rustlings and fancied a nurse was in the room. She heard a heavier
step and presently felt a touch that seemed to command obedience.
She raised her head--A nurse, the man she had first seen, another
man--older. He pointed at the figure on the bed and motioned with his
head towards the door. Maurice seemed to sleep. She rose with a
little shuddering gasp and looked at them, twisting her hands
together--if they had pity! ... what did they require of her?
The older man was bending over the bed, whispering with the younger.
The nurse came to her, smiling gently, and nodded towards him: "Sir
Mervyn Aston. He will speak to you outside. Will you not leave us
just a moment? Quite all right."
She remembered the name. It was the specialist Maurice had sometimes
consulted. She had not bothered much about it: but she remembered the
name. Sir Mervyn looked towards her and moved across the room. She
looked again at the bed. The nurse nodded brightly. She followed Sir
Mervyn to the door.
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