The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
Through the long evening she knelt there, Rollo with her. Thus and
thus she promised--thus and thus would she do--thus and thus--thus and
thus! Mostly she bargained, frantically reiterating. At intervals she
would turn to protest--protesting that her sin was very light for so
heavy a threat. What had she done? She had done no wrong. She had no
flagrant faults--she was serenely good, as goodness is judged. She was
devout--she was charitable. Only one little failing, heaven! She had
desired to enjoy herself, and enjoying herself had neglected him. But
he did not care for the things she liked. Indeed he did not! He was
happiest when she was happy. Indeed he was! Yet she saw the error of
her way. If he might be spared, heaven--thus and thus--thus and
thus--thus and thus!
Physical weariness overcame her as she heaped her promises, leading her
mind astray and tricking it into nightmare dreams whence she would
struggle with trembling limbs. The dreams took gross or strange forms.
She would be running down the street pursued by the tumbler
contents-bill, somersaulting behind. It caught her and fell flat,
flinging out its armlike corners, and she saw it was Maurice. She
stooped to him, and it was the bill again, gone from her on the wind.
She pursued it, and saw it take semblance of Maurice, and pursued it
with stumbling feet and could not catch it.
She struggled from these horrors and found her mind again. She was
intensely cold, she found. Sir Mervyn had come and was bending over
her husband. Sir Mervyn nodded to her and sat down by the bed. She
dared ask no questions. She crouched lower where she knelt. The night
went on--Sir Mervyn still there. She prayed on--thus and thus! thus
and thus! She was tricked into the nightmare dreams. She was with
Rollo's friend, Percival, and running to Rollo, who seemed in distress.
A woman stopped them. She recognised in her the girl who had come with
that claim to be Lady Burdon years before. The girl caught Percival
and held him and Percival held her. She struggled to be free, for
Rollo was calling her wildly. His cries grew louder, louder, louder,
and burst as a real cry suddenly upon her.
"Mother! Mother!"
She started up. Rollo was on his feet, bending towards his father.
"Lift! Lift!" Lord Burdon murmured.
Sir Mervyn raised him. She clutched his hand. He rallied upon the
strength of life's last pulse and flutter, and smiled, and murmured,
"Poor old girl!"
Then she saw death come; and she turned and threw her arms about her
son.
BOOK FOUR
BOOK OF STORMS AND OF THREATENING STORM. THE ELEMENT OF LOVE
CHAPTER I
PLANS AND DREAMS AND PROMISES
I
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