The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
He was all unused to the sensations in which, by an effort recalling
himself from his musings, he found himself suffused. They were
all--that slight trembling and that slight quickening of his breath
that possessed him--foreign to his nature, and he made a sharp movement
as though they were tangible and visible things that he would shake
from about him. Useless!--they had him wrapped.... Quicker his
trembling, and his breath quicker. What was she to him? Up sprang the
answer, answering with a triple voice that demanded his acknowledgment.
Up sprang the answer, causing him a physical thrill as though indeed
there burst at last from within him some essence that had been too long
held and now was loosed like fire through his veins. With a triple
voice, clamouring he should recognise it! What was she to him? Her
face and figure stood in all their beauty before his mental eye--that
was one voice and he trembled anew to hear it. What was she to him?
Memory of a light speech of Rollo on the previous day came flaming to
his mind: "And mother, I believe, has a plot with Mrs. Espart that I
shall marry Dora then and settle down"--that was a second voice and
stung him so that he knit his brow. What was she to him? Of them
all--of all who would laugh and have him in scorn when he was taskless
idler--bitterest, most intolerably goading, that she should hold him
so--that was the third voice and drew from him a sharp intake of the
breath as of one that has touched hot iron.
What was she to him? In triple voice he had the answer, demanding his
acknowledgment, clamouring for his recognition. By a single word he
signed the bond. None was by to listen, and yet he flushed; there was
none to overhear, and yet he spoke scarcely above a whisper. He just
breathed her name--"Dora!"
An intense stillness came about him. He stood enraptured, all his
senses thrilled. Out of the stillness, echo of his whisper, seemed to
come her name of Dora! Dora! Dora! floating about him as petals from
the bloomy rose. He raised his face to their caress and was caught up
in sudden ecstasy--believed he was with her, touching her; and saw and
felt her stoop towards him, bringing her perfume to him as the may-tree
stoops and sheds its fragrance when first at dawn the morning breathes
in spring.
IV
So for a space he stood etherealised--awed and atremble; youth brought
suddenly through the gates and into the courts of love where the strong
air at every tremulous breath runs like wine to the brain, to the heart
like some quick essence. For a space he stood so; then was aware that
old friend wind was up again and drumming Ha! Ha! Ha! upon his ears as
one that mocks.
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