The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
She threw out her hands towards him in a gesture of appeal. "Ah, do
not toy me woman's reasons," she said. "Think me less light than
that--if thou thinkest of me. Not woman's reasons bade me back to the
van when winter broke. Not woman's reasons. I knew me there were
green buds in the ditches beneath the dead wet leaves. I had
discovered them to the sun and the breezes many years--turning back the
leaves and smelling the smell they have. How could I stay beneath a
roof when I had thoughts of such?"
She drew a deep and tremulous breath of the mild night air as though
she inhaled the scents of which she spoke, and he watched her gaze
across the eastward vale with those starry eyes that, as she went on,
never the lids unstarred, and she said: "Thoughts of such--of green
buds in the ditches beneath the moulding leaves that waited for me to
uncover them and knew me when I came; of the first cloud of dust along
the road--dust, ah! of tiny sprigs on every bough that I might run to
see; of busy birds stealing the straws and coming for the bits of cloth
and wool they know I place for them; of early light with all the trees
and fields wet and aglisten; of gentle evenings when the new stars come
dropping down the sky; of the road--the road, ah!--I sitting on the
shafts; of the cool brooks, and leading Pilgrim in and hearing him suck
the water and hearing him tear the grass; of the running stream about
my feet and the soft grass that sinks a little--these bade me back."
She turned to him and said in the low voice in which she had been
speaking: "Not women's reasons these." She changed her voice to one
that cried: "Remember me that if I am not like fine ladies I cannot
help be what I am with these things speaking to me. Now I am going,"
and she went swiftly from him and was a dozen paces gone before he
called her back.
III
"Ima!" While she spoke he had envisaged what she told, setting its
freedom and its elemental note to his own desires as one sets music
that stirs the breast. Shaking himself from the spell, "Ima!" he
called, and went to her. "Don't go like that. Say good-by properly."
She stopped short and put her hand to her side as though his call had
launched a shaft that struck her. She did not turn--as though she
dared not turn--until he was close up to her, touching her. Then she
turned, and he saw her eyes amazingly lit, and as they met his, saw the
light pass like a star extinguished. It was as if she had expected
much and had found nothing; and it was so pronounced that he said:
"Ima! Why, what did you think I was going to say?"
There was a wild rose in the bosom of her dress that she had plucked as
they came through the lane. She bent her head to it and put her hands
to it in the action of one that seeks to cover lack of words by some
occupation. She drew the flower from her breast and placed it in his
coat, pinning it there.
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