The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
We returned here yesterday from the South of France, where we have been
with Rollo and Lady Burdon. Did you know that Mother has taken Rollo's
house here until he wants it and turns us out? I am writing for Rollo.
I think you will be distressed to learn that he has been very
ill--beginning with pneumonia. But we left him better, and they are
following us to London soon. He most urgently desired me to tell you
this, and that you must come and see him then. He says that he must
see you again; and, indeed, he is forever talking of you. As to that,
I must tell you that when I was with him we saw in an illustrated paper
some pictures entitled "Life among the Showmen;" and in one, on a tent
was to be seen "Gentleman Percival." From what Rollo told us, that was
your tent. He was very excited about it; and to me it was very
singular to have come upon it like that.
Well, I have written his address on the back of this, and you must
certainly write to him or he will think that I have not told you and
that I side with Lady Burdon and Mother in estimating that you are
"very wild," which I do not.
I address this to your home; but it is hard to know if it will ever
reach you.
Yours sincerely,
DORA ESPART.
How had she remembered? No trace of any memory of love was in the
lines he carried to his lips and read again and many times again. He
reckoned nothing of that. He read what he had expected to find. He
read herself, as in the months that separated that magic hour in the
drive he had come again to think of her--as one as purely, rarely,
chastely different from her sisters as driven snow upon the Downside
from snow that thaws along the road; as one that he should never have
dared terrify by his rough ardour into that swooning "Oh, Percival,
what is it, this?" Realising that moment of his passion, he sometimes
writhed in self-reproach to think how violently he must have distressed
her: sometimes hoped she had forgotten it--else surely shame of how her
delicacy had been ravished at his hands would make her shrink at
meeting him again. So this letter that had no hint of memory of love
rejoiced and moved him to his depths. Unchanged from his boyish
adoration of her, it revealed her, and unchanged he would have her be.
Its precise air, its selected words, its stilted phrases, spoke to him
as with her very voice--"It was very singular to me;" "It is hard to
know:" as icicles broken in the hand! Snow-White-and-Rose-Red--and
frozen snow and frozen red!
He was ardent and atremble in the resolve that he must get to London on
Rollo's return and make old Rollo the excuse to see her again--touch
her, perhaps; speak to her, ah!--then, and not till then, bethought him
of his second letter. From Aunt Maggie; and he drew it from his pocket
with prick of shame at his neglect of it. He had from time to time
written to Aunt Maggie. Her letters were less frequent; easier to
write to "Post Offic" than for "Post Offic" to write to him, ever on
the move.
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