The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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That was one reason that found Percival's twenty-first birthday gone,
and still the blow not struck. The other was in tribute to the fate
that had carried forward Aunt Maggie's plan through many hilly places
and that, fatalistic, she dared not hasten when the promised land drew
into sight. When she heard during the three months of Percival's
zestful life on the little horse farm leading to his birthday that
Rollo, before that birthday dawned, would be shipped and away on his
leisurely journey round the world, she was at first strongly tempted to
make end of her long waiting; at last to Audrey's murderer send
Audrey's son. Her superstitious reliance on fate prevented her. With
fate she had worked hand in hand through these long years. Vengeance
had been nothing had she taken it at the outset when Audrey lay cold
and still in the room in the Holloway Road. Under fate's guidance it
was become a vengeance now indeed--Lady Burdon twenty years secured in
her comfortable possessions; her husband by fate removed, and the blow
to be struck through her cherished son; a friendship by fate designed
suddenly to turn against her and drive her forth as she had driven
Audrey. Fate in it all, in each moment and each measure of it, and
Aunt Maggie had the fear that now to dismiss fate and anticipate the
hour that she and fate had chosen would be to risk by fate's aid being
dismissed.
Fate gave her hint of it--gave her warning. She was in one moment
being told by Percival of Rollo's intended departure and long absence;
and seeing herself robbed, her plan for his twenty-first birthday
defeated, was urging herself with "Now--now. No need to wait
longer--now;" she was in the next hearing Percival's desolation at the
thought of losing "old Rollo" for so long--of their plans for closest
companionship during the few weeks that remained to them; and hearing
it, was warned by the same question she once before had asked herself
and dared not finish, much less answer then, and dared not finish now:
"What, when I tell him, if--"
Fate in it. Fate warning her, Aunt Maggie thought. Fate threatening
her. Fate had been so real, so living a thing to her, its hand so
plain a hundred times, that she had come to envisage it as a
personality, an actuality--a grim and stern and all-powerful companion
who companioned her on her way and who now stooped to her ear and told
her: "Go your own way--if you dare. Seek to take your revenge now
without my aid and short of the time that you and I have planned--if
you dare. Abandon me and tell him now." Then the threat: "What, when
you tell him, if--"
"Strange-like"? "Touched-like"? Thus, at least, she held her hand,
paying tribute to fate; thus when the birthday came, and Rollo and Lady
Burdon across the sea, and empty her vengeance made to seem if she then
took it, she turned to fate and asked of fate "What now?"
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