The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The discovery no more gave him suspicion that she was at fault in
sympathy than of itself it vexed him, as one commonly might be vexed in
such a case. It was himself he blamed when, recalling how he had
talked and how little had been her response, he feared that he had
tired her by his enthusiasms or, as reproaching himself he termed them,
his meanderings. Clumsy he called himself, inept, dull-witted; and
pictured her, his darling and his goddess, his frozen, rarest, perfect
Snow-White-and-Rose-Red, and hated to have blundered all his dulness on
so rare and exquisite a thing. Glad, then, the finding that he could
entertain her by exercise of what a thousand-fold entranced himself--by
encouraging her to speak of herself, her doings, her reflections, just
as in the drive in that hour when first he knew he loved her she had
spoken of her school. Lightest and most prattling what she told, and
light and very passing what she thought; but spoken in her quaintly
precise mode of speech and in her cold, high tone, and bringing from
her her cold little laugh, and on her cold white cheek lighting those
flames of colour. When he watched her with others he saw her perfect
face set in its strangely still, aloof expression; when she spoke with
him, and spoke of herself, he was content only to listen so he might
see it light and sometimes see their secret make it flame.
More than once while she so spoke and he so listened, "But I told you
that," she would say; "I perfectly recollect telling you."
And he: "Well, tell me again;" and at the note of his voice she would
seem to catch her breath as though some sharpness checked her
breathing, and he would see their secret flutter in her eyes and see it
stain its signal like a red rose on her cheeks.
II
It was by one definite step--not observed as such by him at the time
nor any significance in it apprehended--that they passed from this
stage of reserve on the matter between them and came towards its open
entertainment. The afternoon following Rollo's departure with Lady
Burdon on the long foreign tour marked the event, and Percival, meeting
Dora by chance, was in some loss of spirits at the fact. He found her
in very different case. Her mood was high. She had the air of one who
has made a success or who has escaped some shadowing mischief. He
could suppose no cause for such a thing or he would have said her
bearing signified relief, removal of some oppression, freedom from some
weight that had burdened her mind and that now, displaced, suffered her
mind to run up, made her tread lighter.
"There's something different about you to-day," he told her; then,
while she laughed, and while he caught more glee than commonly he knew
in the little sound he loved to hear, found the exact expression for
the change he saw, and named the new step in their relations--"You are
as if you'd suddenly got a holiday."
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