The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
What, had he not triumphed then? Torment came ravening back at him
again like a wild thing, and with a sudden burst and clamour, shaking
him where he stood, old friend wind with that old hail--or mock?--of
ha! ha! ha! in his ears. He said intensely: "You thought I would
forget? While I was away you thought I would forget? Dora, you never
thought it!"
She stirred in his clasp to disengage herself: "No, no--before that.
When we were together."
He broke out: "Explain! Explain!" He let her from his arms and she
stood away from him, stress on her face. "Oh, there is something I do
not understand in this," he cried. "Explain--tell me."
She told it him. "Percival, I was always to marry Rollo," she said.
He stared at her. "How can you mean--always?"
"I should have told you. I knew it."
He pronounced in a terrible voice "Rollo!" Then he said thickly:
"What, when you were with me--in those days, those days! You knew it?
He had spoken to you then?"
She caught her hands to her bosom in an action of despair. "No, no!"
she cried; and then, "Oh, how can I explain?" and then found the word
that helped her with force of a thousand words to name her meaning.
"It was--holiday," she said.
He remembered it. He remembered, and its memory came like a lamp to
guide him. He said slowly, "When Rollo went--I remember you were
different. Dora, do you mean it was always arranged you were to marry
Rollo?"
She said, "Always--always!"
He cried, "But you loved me!"
She wrung her hands at that, and cried in the most pitiful way, "I
thought you would forget. I don't know what I thought. It was
holiday. It should not have been. Oh, why must we talk of it?"
"Dora, they are forcing you to marry him."
"I was always to, Percival. I was always to."
"You want to?"
"Well, I was always to."
Her voice was that of a child whose young intelligence by no means can
take a lesson. Sufficient to one such that the thing is so as he sees
it and cannot be otherwise; and to her sufficient--trained and schooled
and cloistered for that sufficiency--that, as she said, she was always
to. Ah, she had had holiday, but not enough to loose her; she had
tossed among the flowers, but had fluttered home at nights. Now the
mate she toyed with was knocking at her prison; she could see and could
remember, but she could not fly. Quickly after the end of their months
together, and very certainly after Rollo's return, she had discovered
what long she had dimly seen. Clearly the purpose and the walls and
the end of her training had been presented to her. Passively she had
accepted them.
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