The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
"Strange-like?" "Silly-like?" Or dreadfully sane? For Miss Oxford's
own part, she knew only one thing of her mental condition. At very
rare intervals there seized her a state that was related to and that
recalled the tremendous pressure in her brain when she had knelt,
consumed with hate and desire for vengeance, by Audrey's death-bed. It
took the form of a sudden violent fluttering in her brain, as though a
live, winged thing were beating there, beating to be free. The
pressure that came by Audrey's death-bed had ended in a snap--in
something giving that left her extraordinarily, tinglingly calm,
possessed by the plan and certainty of revenge to be taken by Audrey's
son--one day. The fluttering, the winglike beating ended of its own
volition, and outside any command she could put upon it--sweeping up
all her senses in its beating, only leaving to her the terror that it
would end--in what? Sometimes it came in just the tiniest flutter,
without cause and gone as soon as come, just arresting her and
frightening her like a swift shoot of pain in a nerve. Sometimes in
the briefest flutter but with cause; such a case had been when Percival
told her of his meeting with the Burdons and she had caused him to
exclaim by clutching his hand. Once of much longer duration and of new
effect, and with revelation to her of the end it threatened. That was
when, a few days ago, she had stood alone with Percival in the great
hall of Burdon Old Manor. It was the fluttering that had bade her make
him put on his cap and cry 'I hold!' and she had been informed that if
it did not stop--if it did not stop!--if it did not stop! she would
scream out her secret--run through the house and cry to all that Lady
Burdon was--
It had stopped. The beating wings ceased. She was returned to her
quiet, gentle waiting.
II
It always took the same form--the presentation of a picture.
"They're coming! They're coming!" cried Percival, bursting into the
parlour with tossing arms, aflame with excitement, hopping on lively
toes, to announce Lady Burdon and Rollo. "They're coming, Aunt
Maggie!" and he was away to greet them at the gate.
Aunt Maggie was at the table where post-office business was conducted.
The open door gave directly on to the garden path; and she heard voices
and then a step on the threshold and bent over the papers before her;
and then a pleasant tone that said "Good morning, I am Lady Burdon,"
and immediately the beating wings, wild, savage, whirling, and she
transported from where she sat to watch herself in the picture that the
fluttering always brought.
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