The Harvest of a Quiet Eye: Leisure Thoughts for Busy LivesVernon, John Richard
Religion
The Harvest of a Quiet Eye: Leisure Thoughts for Busy Lives
Vernon, John Richard
Christian life
This, then, is to me one lesson of the waves coming in. Human
aspirations and dreams, advancing gaily in youth, awhile seeming to
make some progress; but learning at high tide that they have but been
conquering unprofitable tracts of barren sand. Then yielding ground
inch by inch, losing their grasp of the world and relinquishing the
very lust thereof; and spoiled, and stained, and marred, and with
a very heart-moan, sinking to low ebb as life turns. Was not this
Solomon’s story? Wave after wave dancing to the shore, curve after
curve breaking eagerly upon it, scheme after scheme, toil after toil,
pleasure after pleasure, hope after hope, ambition after ambition,
dream after dream; the eye is bewildered and dizzied with the
ceaseless motion, the steady endless advance of the gay and crested
waters--“Whatsoever mine eyes desired I kept not from them, I withheld
not my heart from any joy: for my heart rejoiced in all my labour.” It
was gladdening, exhilarating, exciting to see the flashing battalions
of earthward plans, and earthward dreams, pressing each close upon
each, to the inexorable, impassive line of rocks or sand--what matter
that here one shattered with a crash against a cruel blunt crag,
and fled with a scream, and that another left its light and beauty
trembling and sinking into the sand, while itself slunk back with a
hollow sigh; what matter these single and insignificant experiences of
the vanity of things mundane, while there was yet a whole rising tide
of wildly eager waters, coming in fast, fast, exhaustless, infinite,
flashing and gleaming and dancing in the sun? On, gaily on, and what
if some die? Are there not myriads to follow! Why heed the waste, amid
youth’s profusion?
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But a pause comes over all the glad onset; a stagnant time, a period
of neither advance nor retreat: the tide is at the full. You mark no
change for awhile either way: then at last a space of wet sand begins
to border the line of dying spray. Broadening and broadening; but it
was quite enough that it had once begun. The tide has turned. Here is
“the check, the change, the fall.” An eager strife, a wild race, an
impetuous advance, a profuse and uncalculating spending all youth’s
energies, and purposes, and powers, and aspirations; an excited
resistless march. And with what result? An unprofitable and transitory
conquest of a narrow track of barren sand.
Oh draw off, draw off your broken forces, defeated in that they were
victorious; disappointed by the very fact of attainment; steal back
with that heart-sigh of “Vanity, vanity, vanity: all is vanity,”--back
into the deep sea again! Leaving, it is true, the colour, and the
light, and the gladness, and the purity; the crested spray, the diamond
drops, the rainbow gleam; all lying wrecked and sucked in by the hungry
shore. Leaving the spoils of youth, yet glad anyhow to get away; for
what can equal the bitterness of that moment when the tide, long
sluggish, begins at last to turn?
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