“Well I try to be square,” said Doctor Harmon, “but that is where
Langston has me beaten a mile. I have to try. He doesn't. He was born
that way.”
The Girl began to laugh.
“His environment is so different,” she said. “Perhaps if he were in a
big city, he would have to try also.”
“Won't do!” said the doctor. “He chose his location. So did I. He is a
stronger physical man than I ever was or ever will be. The struggle
that bound him to the woods and to research, that made him the master
of forces that give back life, when a man like Carey says it is the
end, proves him a master. The tumult in his soul must have been like a
cyclone in his forest, when he turned his back on the world and stuck to
the woods. Carey told me about it. Some day you must hear. It's a story
a woman ought to know in order to arrive at proper values. You never
will understand the man until you know that he is clean where most of
us are blackened with ugly sins we have no right on God's footstool to
commit and not so much reason as he. Every man should be as he is, but
very few are. Carey says Langston's mother was a wonderful element in
the formation of his character; but all mothers are anxious, and none of
them can build with no foundation and no soul timber. She had material
for a man to her hand, or she couldn't have made one.”
“I see what you mean.”
“So far as any inexperienced girl ever sees,” said the doctor. “Some day
if you live to fifty you will know, but you can't comprehend it now.”
“If you think I lived all my life in Chicago's poverty spots and don't
know unbridled human nature!”
“I found you and your mother unusually innocent women. You may
understand some things. I hope you do. It will help you to decide who is
the real man among the men who come into your life. There are some men,
Ruth, who are fit to mate with a woman, and to perpetuate themselves and
their mental and moral forces in children, who will be like them, and
there are others who are not. It is these 'others' who are responsible
for the sin of the world, the sickness and suffering. Any time you are
sure you have a chance at a moral man, square and honest, in control of
his brain and body, if you are a wise woman, Ruth, stick to him as the
limpet to the rock.”
“You mean stick to the Harvester?”
“If you are a wise woman!”
“When was a woman ever wise?”
“A few have been. They are the only care-free, really happy ones of the
world, the only wives without a big, poison, blue-bottle fly in their
ointment.”
“I detest flies!” said the Girl.
“So do I,” said the doctor. “For this reason I say to you choose the
ointment that never had one in it. Take the man who is 'master of his
fate, captain of his soul.' Stick to the Harvester! He is infinitely the
better man!”
“Well have you seen anything to indicate that I wasn't sticking?” asked
the Girl.
“No. And for your sake I hope I never will.”
She laughed softly.
“You do love him, Ruth?”
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