“There is only one explanation, and with what you have done for me fresh
in my mind, I can't put it into words.”
“Ruth, hear me!”
“I must! You force me! But before you speak understand this: Not now, or
through all eternity, do I forgive the inexcusable neglect that drove my
mother to what I witnessed and was helpless to avert.”
“My dear! My dear!” said the Harvester, “I had hoped the woods had done
a more perfect work in your heart. Your mother is lying in state now,
Girl, safe from further suffering of any kind; and if I read aright, her
tired face and shrivelled frame were eloquent of forgiveness. Ruth dear,
if she so loved them that her heart was broken and she died for them,
think what they are suffering! Have some mercy on them.”
“Get this very clear, David,” said the Girl. “She died of hunger
for food. Her heart was not so broken that she couldn't have lived a
lifetime, and got much comfort out of it, if her body had not lacked
sustenance. Oh I was so happy a minute ago. David, why did you do this
thing?”
The Harvester picked up the Girl, placed her in a chair, and knelt
beside her with his arms around her.
“Because of the PAIN IN THE WORLD, Ruth,” he said simply. “Your mother
is sleeping sweetly in the long sleep that knows neither anger nor
resentment; and so I was forced to think of a gentle-faced, little
old mother whose heart is daily one long ache, whose eyes are dim with
tears, and a proud, broken old man who spends his time trying to comfort
her, when his life is as desolate as hers.”
“How do you know so wonderfully much about their aches and broken
hearts?”
“Because I have seen their faces when they were happy, Ruth, and so I
know what suffering would do to them. There were pictures of them and
letters in the bottom of that old trunk. I searched it the other night
and found them; and by what life has done to your mother and to you, I
can judge what it is now bringing them. Never can you be truly happy,
Ruth, until you have forgiven them, and done what you can to comfort the
remainder of their lives. I did it because of the pain in the world, my
girl.”
“What about my pain?”
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