“Yes,” said the Harvester. “I am growing accustomed to facing big
propositions----I will not dodge this. The faces of the three of your
people I have seen prove refinement. Their clothing indicates wealth.
These long, lonely years mean that they will shower you with every
outpouring of loving, hungry hearts. They will keep you if they can, my
dear. I do not blame them. The life I propose for you is one of work,
mostly for others, and the reward, in great part, consists of the joy in
the soul of the creator of things that help in the world. I realize that
you will find wealth, luxury, and lavish love. I know that I may lose
you forever, and if it is right and best for you, I hope I will. I know
exactly what I am risking, but I yet say, go.”
“I don't see how you can, and love me as you prove you do.”
“That is a little streak of the inevitableness of nature that the forest
has ground into my soul. I'd rather cut off my right hand than take
yours with it, in the parting that will come in the morning; but you are
going, and I am sending you. So long as I am shaped like a human being,
it is in me to dignify the possession of a vertical spine by acting as
nearly like a man as I know how. I insist that you are my wife, because
it crucifies me to think otherwise. I tell you to-night, Ruth, you are
not and never have been. You are free as air. You married me without any
love for me in your heart, and you pretended none. It was all my doing.
If I find that I was wrong, I will free you without a thought of results
to me. I am a secondary proposition. I thought then that you were alone
and helpless, and before the Almighty, I did the best I could. But I
know now that you are entitled to the love of relatives, wealth, and
high social position, no doubt. If I allowed the passion in my heart
to triumph over the reason of my brain, and worked on your feelings and
tied you to the woods, without knowing but that you might greatly prefer
that other life you do not know, but to which you are entitled, I would
go out and sink myself in Loon Lake.”
“David, I love you. I do not want to go. Please, please let me remain
with you.”
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