Before the arrival of the close vehicle ordered by Emmie to convey her
brother and herself to the station, the sister made one more earnest
attempt to dissuade Bruce from making an effort which, in his present
state, would probably bring on serious illness. Was it indeed, she
urged, so needful for him to appear in person in London?
"Emmie, I have wronged a brother, and shall I not do what I can to right
him?" was Bruce's reply. "Yes," he added, "though I knew that to go to
him now were to go indeed to my grave." Emmie attempted no further
remonstrance.
The vehicle came, and the travellers started. Susan accompanied the
Trevors as far as the station, to take their railway tickets, and look
after their comforts. Emmie would have been thankful to have taken her
faithful attendant with her all the way to London, but difficulties
stood in the way. Not only had money run short (for Emmie's purse had
been empty, and her brother's had been so poorly supplied that they had
had to borrow from their servant), but Miss Trevor was afraid further to
encroach on the hospitality of her aunt, whose house might already be
full.
Few persons travelled in winter by the night train, which was chiefly
used for luggage. Bruce and Emmie had the railway carriage to
themselves, and the invalid was thus able to recline as on a couch. Very
few words passed between the brother and sister during that long
wearisome journey; Bruce was reserving the small residue of his strength
for the morrow's effort, and as the light of the dull lamp fell on his
almost corpse-like features, Emmie felt that it would be cruel to
disturb him even by a question. She scarcely knew whether her brother
were thinking or sleeping; but what a full current of thought was
passing through her own mind, as the train rolled on through the
darkness! Emmie reviewed the events of that--to her--most eventful day
with emotions of horror so mixed with fervent thankfulness, that she
could not herself have told which was the uppermost feeling. Emmie had,
as it were, had lions close to her path, but had found that the lions
were chained; she had looked on death very near, but her spirit had been
so braced by prayer that she had not fainted at his awful approach. She
had, for once, conquered mistrust, and by doing so had been the blessed
means of saving the life of her brother. But was she to rest content
with one victory over besetting sin, or could she suppose that the
enemy, though once foiled, would not perpetually be returning to his too
familiar abode? Had vivid light been thrown into her heart's haunted
chamber, only that she should again resign it to darkness? Must not the
young Christian be now constantly on the watch, and resolutely and
prayerfully resolve that the thought "I fear" should never again turn
her feet back from the path of duty?
Emmie was so absorbed in such reflections that she almost started when
her brother broke silence at last.
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