Emmie possessed, as has been observed, a sensitive conscience, and was
no stranger to the duty of self-examination: she had made the first step
in spiritual warfare, she had seen and recognized her besetting foe. But
to see and to recognize an enemy is not the same thing as to fight him.
A deeply spiritual writer has given directions to the Christian soldier
in face of his besetting sin, directions so practical that I shall quote
them instead of giving words of my own. The writer supposes the presence
of the enemy to have been found out by honest searching of the heart:--
"When the discovery is made, the path of the spiritual combatant becomes
clear, however arduous. Your fighting is to be no longer a flourishing
of the arms in the air; it is to assume a definite form, it is to be a
combat with the bosom sin. Appropriate mortifications must be adopted,
such as common sense will suggest, varying with the nature of the sin,
and combined always with a heartfelt acknowledgment of our utter
weakness, and with a silent but fervent prayer for the grace of Almighty
God.... What is the warfare of many earnest and well-intentioned
Christians but the sending of shafts at a venture? They have a certain
notion that they must resist the evil within and without them; but then
this evil presents itself in so many forms that they are bewildered and
confused, and know not where to begin.... The first work of the politic
spiritual warrior will be to discover his besetting sin, and having
discovered it, to _concentrate_ all his disposable force before this
fortress."
Let me illustrate the author's meaning by referring to the characters in
my story, whose counterparts may be found amongst my various readers.
Bruce, being once aware that his bosom sin was pride, should have taken
every opportunity of mortifying that pride, not only by owning his sins
before God, but by frankly acknowledging his own mistakes and errors in
the presence of men. Vibert, if not by literal fasting, yet by the
practice of self-denial in every sensual indulgence, should have sought
to give the spirit the victory over the flesh. Emmie, wrestling down her
mistrust by prayer, should have forced her unwilling spirit to "nobly
dare the thing which nature shrinks from."
But the maiden chose a middle course. She would not attack the fortress,
but go round it; she would try to do her duty, but rather by evading
than by conquering the enemy who opposed her. Emmie felt like one who
has made a pleasant discovery when a means of reaching her father's
tenants, without trying her own courage, suggested itself to her mind.
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