"You are ill, dear," she whispered tenderly. "Would it not be better to
let me fetch our father?"
"I'd sooner die," he cried, catching her wrist. "No. He shall not
know. There, I can see clearly now. That horrible weakness is always
taking me now, and when it's on I feel as if I should kill myself."
"Harry!"
"Hush! I know now. We must go before he comes back."
"We?" she said aghast.
"Yes, we. I'm not fit to be alone. You must come with me, Lou, and
help me. If I go alone I shall go mad."
"Oh, Harry! my darling brother."
"Yes," he cried in a hoarse whisper; "I know I shall. It's too horrible
to live alone, as I've been living. You must come with me and save me--
from myself--from everybody. Why do you look at me like that?"
He caught her by the shoulder, and glared at her with a long, fierce
stare.
"I--I could not leave home, Harry," she said faintly.
"You must, you shall," he cried, "unless you want me to really die."
"But my father, dear?"
"Quick! write!" he said with the feverish energy which frightened her;
and dragging open the blotter on a side table, he pointed to a chair.
"He is mad--he is mad," she wailed to herself, as in obedience to a will
far stronger at that moment than her own, she sat down and took up pen
and paper.
"Write," he said hoarsely.
"Write, Harry?"
"Yes, quick!"
In a horror of dread as she read her brother's wild looks, and took in
his feverish semi-delirium, lest he should carry out a threat which
chilled her, she dipped her pen and waited as, after an evident struggle
with a clouding intellect, Harry said quickly:
"Dear father, I am forced by circumstances to leave home. Do not grieve
for me, I am well and happy; and no matter what you hear do not attempt
to follow me. If you do you will bring sorrow upon yourself, and ruin
upon one I love. Good-bye; some day all will be cleared up. Till then,
your loving daughter, Louise."
"Harry!" she sobbed, as he laid down the pen, and gazed at the
tear-blurred paper. "You cannot mean this. I dare not--I could not
go."
"Very well," he said coldly. "I told you it was too late. It does not
matter now."
"Oh," she panted, "you are not reasonable. I have given you money. Go
as you said and hide somewhere. You are weak and ill now."
"Yes," he said, in a voice which wrung her heart. "I am weak and ill
now."
"A little rest, dear, and the knowledge that you have the means of
escaping will make you more calm."
He looked at her with his eyes so full of wild anger that she half
shrank from him, but his face changed.
"Poor little sis!" he said tenderly; "I frighten you. Look at me. Am I
fit to go away alone? I know--I feel that at any moment I may break
down and go off my head among strangers."
She looked at him wildly, and as she stood trembling there in a state of
agitation which overset her generally calm balance, she read in his eyes
that he was speaking the truth.
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