He dwelt upon one particular day when he had come down from the mine to
find Louise seated where he then was; and as he recalled the whole
scene, he uttered a groan of misery, and swept it away by the
interposition of that of the previous evening; and here his wrath once
more grew hot against the man who had come between them, for without
vanity he could feel that Louise had turned toward him at one time, and
that after a while the memory of the trouble which had come upon them
would have grown more faint, and then she would once more have listened
to his suit.
But for that man--He ground his teeth as he recalled Aunt Marguerite's
hints and smiles; the allusions to the member of the French _haute
noblesse_; their own connection with the blue blood of Gaul, and his own
plebeian descent in Aunt Marguerite's eyes. And now that the French
noble had arrived, how noble he was in presence and in act! Stealing
clandestinely into the house during the father's absence, forcing the
woman he professed to love into obedience by threats, till she knelt at
his feet as one who pleads for mercy.
"And this is the _haute noblesse_!" cried Leslie, with a mocking laugh.
"Thank heaven, I am only a commoner after all."
He sat trying to compress his head with his hands, for it ached as if it
would split apart. The cool night breeze came off the sea, moist and
bearing refreshment on its wings; but Duncan Leslie found no comfort in
the deep draught he drank. His head burned, his heart felt on fire, and
he gazed straight before him into the blackness trying to make out his
path. What should he do? Act like a man and cast her off as unworthy
of a second thought, or rouse himself to the manly and forgiving part of
seeking her out, dragging her from this scoundrel, and placing her back
in her stricken father's arms?
It was a hard fight, fought through the darkness of that terrible night,
as he sat there on the rock, with the wind sighing from off the sea, and
the dull, low boom of the waves as they broke at the foot of the cliff
far below.
It was a fight between love and despair, between love and hate, between
the spirit of a true, honest man who loved once in his life, and the
cruel spirits of suspicion, jealousy, and malignity, which tortured him
with their suggestions of Louise's love for one who had tempted her to
leave her father's home.
As the day approached the air grew colder, but Duncan Leslie's brow
still burned, and his heart seemed on fire. The darkness grew more
dense, and the fight still raged.
What should he do? The worse side of his fallible human nature was
growing the stronger; and as he felt himself yielding, the greater grew
his misery and despair.
"My darling!" he groaned aloud, "I loved you--I loved you with all my
heart."
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