The Hawks of Hawk-Hollow: A Tradition of PennsylavaniaBird, Robert Montgomery
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The Hawks of Hawk-Hollow: A Tradition of Pennsylavania
Bird, Robert Montgomery
Pennsylvania -- History -- Fiction
power of escape at the right moment could not be denied him--of
taking some antidote with the poison, but took none, resolving it
should be swallowed thereafter; and, in fine, while still thinking
that he resisted, or was prepared to resist, when the peril should
become urgent, he gave himself up to the intoxication of the new
passion, and, in reality, sought every means to augment it.
'When the flame of love is kindled first,
'Tis the fire-fly's light at even,'--
the flash of an insect, which one can admire, without fearing its
power to create a conflagration. A vague impression that Catherine's
want of affection for the licensed lover would prevent the completion
of the marriage contract, gave a sort of encouragement and hope to
his selfishness, which he interpreted into the more generous sympathy
of one who lamented her hard fate, and desired only to shield and
protect her. In this delusive thought, in this romantic willingness
to watch over the safety of another, he lingered around the vortex of
fate, until the ripple became a current, and the current an impetuous
tide, from which there was no escape, except by exerting his
remaining strength to the utmost. At the very period when the
exertion should have been made, he bore to his solitary chamber the
idol lately completed by his own hands, and as he gazed upon it, felt
that the moment of salvation had passed by.
"Yes, it is now too late," he muttered, apostrophising the miniature;
"I have fooled myself a second time into the whirlpool; and who,
Catherine, will play thy part with me again, and again save me? It
_is_ too late; it is too late to retreat, and now therefore I must go
on--yet with what hope go on? With none. She heeds me not, she dreams
not of my folly, she cares not. Friendship is the grave of love; and
in her friendship my love is entombed, before it has breathed twice
in existence. I will speak to her, and be derided!--I will confess
myself, and be driven from her presence! And this is honourable of me
too! to take advantage of her unsuspicious frankness, her anxious
desire to gratify her father, and steal a portrait from her! I saw
she doubted the propriety of sitting; and yet I, by base
dissimulation and affected indifference, cajoled her to consent.
Well, if I can copy, I can destroy; and if this fool--this
slave--this Falconer wed her, why, then good-by to the knavery and
the folly together! I will tarry, at least, until I see the
privileged woer; and then, if she like him not, if she recoil--nay,
if she shed but a tear of repugnance, may heaven forsake me if I do
not----Well, what? Kill him!----There has been enough of that among
us already."
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