The Head of the House of CoombeBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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The Head of the House of Coombe
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“She will let me go,” she said. “You _know_ she will let me go,
Mademoiselle, darling. You _know_ she will.” There was a frank
comprehension and finality in the words which made a full revelation of
facts Mademoiselle herself had disliked even to allow to form
themselves into thoughts. The child knew all sorts of things and felt
all sorts of things. She would probably never go into details, but she
was extraordinarily, harrowingly, _aware_. She had been learning to be
aware for years. This had been the secret she had always kept to
herself.
“If you are planning this,” Mademoiselle said, as reasonably as before,
“we must work very seriously for the next few years.”
“How long do you think it will take?” asked Robin. She was nearing
sixteen—bursting into glowing blossom—a radiant, touching thing whom
one only could visualize in flowering gardens, in charming, enclosing
rooms, figuratively embraced by every mature and kind arm within reach
of her. This presented itself before Mademoiselle Vallé with such
vividness that it was necessary for her to control a sigh.
“When I feel that you are ready, I will tell you,” she answered. “And I
will do all I can to help you—before I leave you.”
“Oh!” Robin gasped, in an involuntarily childish way, “I—hadn’t thought
of that! How could I _live_ without you—and Dowie?”
“I know you had not thought of it,” said Mademoiselle, affectionately.
“You are only a dear child yet. But that will be part of it, you know.
A governess or a secretary, or a young lady in an office translating
letters cannot take her governess and maid with her.”
“Oh!” said Robin again, and her eyes became suddenly so dewy that the
person who passed her at the moment thought he had never seen such
wonderful eyes in his life. So much of her was still child that the
shock of this sudden practical realization thrust the mature and
determined part of her being momentarily into the background, and she
could scarcely bear her alarmed pain. It was true that she had been too
young to face her plan as she must.
But, after the long walk was over and she found herself in her bedroom
again, she was conscious of a sense of being relieved of a burden. She
had been wondering when she could tell Mademoiselle and Dowie of her
determination. She had not liked to keep it a secret from them as if
she did not love them, but it had been difficult to think of a way in
which to begin without seeming as if she thought she was quite grown
up—which would have been silly. She had not thought of speaking today,
but it had all come about quite naturally, as a result of
Mademoiselle’s having told her that she was really very pretty—so
pretty that it made people turn to look at her in the street. She had
heard of girls and women who were like that, but she had never thought
it possible that she——! She had, of course, been looked at when she was
very little, but she had heard Andrews say that people looked because
she had so much hair and it was like curled silk.
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