The Head of the House of CoombeBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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The Head of the House of Coombe
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
To such a man, so thoroughly well trained in the comprehension of the
power of his own rank and values, a young woman such as Fräulein
Hirsch—subservient and without beauty—was an unconsidered object to be
as little regarded as the pavement upon which one walks. The pavement
had its uses, and such women had theirs. They could, at least, obey the
orders of those Heaven had placed above them, and, if they showed
docility and intelligence, might be re warded by a certain degree of
approval.
A presumption, which would have dared to acknowledge to the existence
of the hidden photograph, could not have been encompassed by the being
of Fräulein Hirsch. She was, in truth, secretly enslaved by a burning,
secret, heart-wringing passion which, sometimes, as she lay on her hard
bed at night, forced from her thin chest hopeless sobs which she
smothered under the bedclothes.
Figuratively, she would have licked the boots of her conquering god, if
he would have looked at her—just looked—as if she were human. But such
a thing could not have occurred to him. He did not even think of her as
she thought of herself, torturingly—as not young, not in any degree
good-looking, not _geboren_, not even female. He did not think of her
at all, except as one of those born to serve in such manner as their
superiors commanded. She was in England under orders, because she was
unobtrusive looking enough to be a safe person to carry on the work she
had been given to do. She was cleverer than she looked and could
accomplish certain things without attracting any attention whatsoever.
Von Hillern had given her instructions now and then, which had made it
necessary for him to see and talk to her in various places. The fact
that she had before her the remote chance of seeing him by some chance,
gave her an object in life. It was enough to be allowed to stand or sit
for a short time near enough to have been able to touch his sleeve, if
she had had the mad audacity to do it; to quail before his magnificent
glance, to hear his voice, to _almost_ touch his strong, white hand
when she gave him papers, to see that he deigned, sometimes, to approve
of what she had done, to assure him of her continued obedience, with
servile politeness.
She was not a nice woman, or a good one, and she had, from her birth,
accepted her place in her world with such finality that her desires
could not, at any time, have been of an elevated nature. If he had
raised a haughty hand and beckoned to her, she would have followed him
like a dog under any conditions he chose to impose. But he did not
raise his hand, and never would, because she had no attractions
whatsoever. And this she knew, so smothered her sobs in her bed at
night or lay awake, fevered with anticipation when there was a vague
chance that he might need her for some reason and command her presence
in some deserted park or country road or cheap hotel, where she could
take rooms for the night as if she were a passing visitor to London.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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