The Head of the House of CoombeBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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The Head of the House of Coombe
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Robin had parted from Mademoiselle Vallé at Charing Cross Station on
the afternoon of the same day, but the night before they had sat up
late together and talked a long time. In effect Mademoiselle had said
also, “You are going out into the world,” but she had not approached
the matter in Mrs. Gareth-Lawless’ mood. One may have charge of a girl
and be her daily companion for years, but there are certain things the
very years themselves make it increasingly difficult to say to her. And
after all why should one state difficult things in exact phrases unless
one lacks breeding and is curious. Anxious she had been at times, but
not curious. So it was that even on this night of their parting it was
not she who spoke.
It was after a few minutes of sitting in silence and looking at the
fire that Robin broke in upon the quiet which had seemed to hold them
both.
“I must learn to remember always that I am a sort of servant. I must be
very careful. It will be easier for me to realize that I am not in my
own house than it would be for other girls. I have not allowed Dowie to
dress me for a good many weeks. I have learned how to do everything for
myself quite well.”
“But Dowie will be in the house with you and the Duchess is very kind.”
“Every night I have begun my prayers by thanking God for leaving me
Dowie,” the girl said. “I have begun them and ended them with the same
words.” She looked about her and then broke out as if involuntarily. “I
shall be away from here. I shall not wear anything or eat anything or
sleep on any bed I have not paid for myself.”
“These rooms are very pretty. We have been very comfortable here,”
Mademoiselle said. Suddenly she felt that if she waited a few moments
she would know definitely things she had previously only guessed at.
“Have you no little regrets?”
“No,” answered Robin, “No.”
She stood upon the hearth with her hands behind her. Mademoiselle felt
as if her fingers were twisting themselves together and the Frenchwoman
was peculiarly moved by the fact that she looked like a slim _jeune
fille_ of a creature saying a lesson. The lesson opened in this wise.
“I don’t know when I first began to know that I was different from all
other children,” she said in a soft, hot voice—if a voice can express
heat. “Perhaps a child who has nothing—nothing—is obliged to begin to
_think_ before it knows what thoughts are. If they play and are loved
and amused they have no time for anything but growing and being happy.
You never saw the dreadful little rooms upstairs——”
“Dowie has told me of them,” said Mademoiselle.
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