The Heart of a MysterySpeight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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The Heart of a Mystery
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century; Mystery and detective stories
"Dear Hermia, I now write to offer you your freedom. My feelings
towards you have in no wise changed. I still love you as much as ever
I did, but I feel that it would be unfair towards you to keep you
longer under the bond of an engagement which I see no present prospect
of being able to bring to its legitimate conclusion. In brief, I am
too poor to marry, and am likely to remain so for an indefinite
period. Rather would I keep single forever than allow my wife to
deteriorate into one of those household drudges of which we can see so
many specimens around us. That sort of thing I could not reconcile
either to my conscience or my feelings; neither am I selfish enough to
wish you to wear out the best years of your life in waiting for one
who, the longer he lives, the more unworthy he feels himself to be of
the great treasure of your love.
"I do not know that I can add more, unless it be to say that, should I
ever find myself in a position to marry, you would be the one whom I
should choose before all the world; and also that my heart still
clings to you, and that, in writing as I am now, I feel that I am
cutting myself adrift from all that has been brightest and best in my
life.
"Always, dear Hermia, yours most sincerely,
"Frank Derison."
This characteristic epistle elicited the following reply:
"Dear Frank,
"The contents of your letter caused me very little surprise, and what
I did experience was of a pleasurable kind. For some time past it has
been plain to me that the tie which bound us, slight though it was,
had become irksome to you, and that its severance would be hailed by
you as a relief. To me, almost from the first, it has been as a chain
that galled and fretted me; and your having written me as you have,
has merely anticipated by a few days a step which I had fully made up
my mind to take on my own account.
"To be candid with you--and surely in such a matter candor is of the
first importance--my feelings towards you were never of a kind to
warrant me in entering into any engagement with you, nor do I believe
that time would do anything towards effecting a change in them. A year
ago I was led away by your impassioned words, and by a certain amount
of self-deception on my own part, into believing that I might, after a
while, come to care for you in the way you wanted me to do. But I was
not long in finding out that I had made a great mistake; and now you
on your side have made a similar discovery. Let us hope that, taught
by experience, both of us will be wiser in time to come.
"Always your friend and well-wisher,
"Hermia Rivers."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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