With his hands in his pockets, his head slightly thrown back, standing
in a characteristic attitude, the young man watched them drive away in
the curious low dogcart which had been designed by Penelope for her own
use. As he turned back into the hall an unaccountable depression seized
on him. The memory of his cousin's words concerning Cecily was far from
giving him pleasure. He felt as if in listening he had been treacherous,
not so much to the girl as to their own ideal relation to one another.
It is surely a mistake to say, as is so often said, that uncertainty and
doubt are the invariable accompaniments of the beginning of a great
passion. Wantley had felt, almost from the first, as sure of her as he
had felt of himself, and yet his reverence for Cecily was great, and his
opinion of his own merits most modest.
Death might come, and now he had become strangely afraid of death, but
Cecily, living, he knew would and must belong to him. He was so sure of
this, and he loved her so well as she was, that he had no desire, as
yet, to do that which would let all the world share his dear mysterious
secret, become witness of his deep content. And so, though Penelope had
been very gentle--indeed, save at one moment, very delicate in what she
had implied rather than said--Wantley would have been better pleased
had the words remained unuttered.
Then his mind went on to wonder why his cousin had seemed so distressed
and so unlike her restrained and, with him, always wholly possessed
self. What had signified her odd words, her pleading look, so full of
unwonted humility? Things were not going well with Wantley to-day, and
his vague discontent was suddenly increased by the recollection that
George Downing was leaving Monk's Eype.
Since Downing's arrival Wantley had not once been down to the Beach
Room. Mrs. Robinson knew how to insure that her wishes, whatever they
might be, should be known and respected, and so, partly in obedience to
a word said by her regarding her famous guest's dislike of interruption,
partly because he had felt Downing's manner become more and more frigid
during the brief moments when the two men were obliged to place
themselves in the courteous juxtaposition of host and guest, the younger
had studiously avoided forcing his company on the elder.
Now, remembering Penelope's words concerning the part he was to play in
the matter of introducing Downing to David Winfrith, he felt that he
might without indiscretion seek the other out.
Wantley was surprised by the warmth of his welcome. Downing seemed
really glad to have his solitude invaded, and a moment later his
visitor, sitting with his back to the broad window, at right angles to
the older man's powerful figure, was realizing with some amusement and
astonishment how carefully Penelope's old play-room had been arranged
with a view to its present occupant's convenience and even comfort.
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