But now she must bestir herself, see Winfrith, and that soon. He knew
all about her affairs, and she intended that he should help her to
hasten the inevitable formalities. As to what she was to say to him, how
to offer, to one so matter-of-fact and clear-headed, any adequate reason
for her proposed action, she trusted to her wit and to his obtuseness.
He had often found the courage to tell her that some adequate provision
should be made by her for the Melancthon Settlement, and that, as
matters stood, too much was left to her own conscience and her own
generosity. Well, she would now remind him of his unpalatable advice,
and tell him that at last she was about to follow it.
Penelope also found time, during the days which followed Downing's
departure, to think of her mother--to wonder, with tightened throat, how
Lady Wantley would meet the ordeal coming so swiftly to meet and
overwhelm her.
Even with those whose thoughts, emotions, and consciences seemed
channelled in the narrowest grooves it is often difficult to foresee
with what eyes, both of the body and of the soul, they will view any
given set of circumstances. Lady Wantley had always seemed extremely
wide-minded, in some ways nebulously so; but this had been in a measure
owing, so Penelope now reminded herself, to the fact that she had lived
a life so spiritually detached from those about her.
Since her husband's death the mother's loyalty to her only child had
been unswerving, and she seemed to have transferred to Penelope the
unquestioning trust she had felt in Penelope's father.
Old friends, including Mr. Julius Gumberg, had ventured to remonstrate,
and very seriously, when the lovely, impulsive girl had announced her
sudden engagement, after a strangely short acquaintance, to Melancthon
Robinson; but Lady Wantley--and her daughter, looking back in after
years, had often wondered sorely, with a shuddering retrospection, that
it had been so--had seemed quite content, quite certain, that her
beloved child was being Divinely guided.
She had accepted, with the same curious detachment, the fact of
Penelope's widowhood, and during the years which followed had encouraged
her daughter to lead the life that suited her best, looking on with
indulgent eyes while Mrs. Robinson enjoyed what she always later
recalled as the 'Perdita' stage of her existence.
This had been the period when the girl-widow, released from the bondage
into which she had entered so lightly, returned with intense zest to the
delightful frivolous world of which she had seen but little before her
marriage. For three or four years Mrs. Robinson enjoyed all that this
delicately dissipated section of society could give her in the way of
lightly balanced emotion and fresh sensation, and her mother had been
apparently in no wise shocked or surprised that it should be so.
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