Sir George Downing had now been there more than a week, a time of entire
solitude, only broken by two long calls from David Winfrith. An old
bedridden man and his widowed daughter were the only inmates of the
farmhouse, and they troubled their lodger little. Accordingly, he had
had plenty of time both to work and to think, and, during the long
solitary walks which were his only recreation, he asked himself many
searching questions compelling truthful answers.
Seeing Mrs. Robinson in her daily life at Monk's Eype had affected
Downing with curious doubt and melancholy, and had given him his first
feeling of uneasiness concerning their joint future. Till then he had
not thought of her as the centre of a world, each member of which would
be struck to the heart when they learnt what she was about to do. It was
characteristic of the man that he gave no thought as to how the matter
would affect himself. He conceived that each human being has a right to
judge and decide for himself as to any given line of conduct, and he had
long felt absolved from any personal duty as regarded his own wife.
After their second parting he had offered her the entire freedom
afforded by an American divorce, but she had refused to avail herself of
it.
More, after leaving London, and before going to Monk's Eype, Downing had
made a swift, secret journey to the place where he had learnt that Lady
Downing was staying with some evangelical friends. The two had met in
the parlour of a village inn, and each had been more amazed and moved
than either would have thought possible by the physical changes time had
wrought in the other.
With perhaps an unwise abruptness, he threw himself on her mercy,
telling her the whole truth, and only concealing the name of the woman
with whom he was about to form a new tie.
But Lady Downing had seen in his intention, in his proposed action, only
an added reason for standing firm in the matter of a public divorce. She
pointed out, in the gentle, reasonable tone which he felt was all that
now remained of the Puritan girl he had once known, that Christian
marriage is indissoluble. 'Your sin would be the same in either case,'
she said; 'but if I consented to what you now desire, I should be a
participant in your sin.'
As he had not told Penelope of his intention of seeking out his wife,
there had been no reason to acquaint her with his failure.
But during those lonely days at Kingpole Farm Downing regretted, with
bitter, voiceless lamentation, that he had failed in inducing his wife
to consent to what would have so straightened the way before him. For
the path which had seemed a few weeks before so clear and smooth, he now
saw to be strewn with sharp stones and obstacles, which he knew would
hurt and wound the creature he had come to love with so jealous and so
absorbing a love, and who was about to give up so much for his sake.
II
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